my life

hohoho.. the day have came.. the long wait exam result is release today.. got woken up by my brother's friend, cause they kept calling him to check his result. initially is was suppose to be post at 9a.m, but the result was release early at 7a.m... i checked my result at about 8 plus.. was just too excited to see my result, as this was the first time i took an exam in the poly. i place my hope at Grade Point Average(GPA) of 3.5, but i my leg low at about 2.8. the moment of true was here. i got 1 A+, 2 B+ and 4 B. with a GPA of 3.29.. wow.. there was no C and D in my result. i was rather please with my result though. but coming to think of entering to the UNI, i think this kind of GPA can't secure me a place there. well got to work hard and aim for atleast 3.8 next sem to pull up the grade. i was hoping to see a few A or AD, but too bad. atleast i got an A+. that was good enough too.. ok.. ending here..

well.. wat today date? Oh it the 10 of sep.. 5 more days.. yeah.. i can't wait to see my result.. hoping it will be something good ba.. i just hope i can make it throught to the second sem of my 1st year. den i will be going to my second year.. haha.. helped in the National accounting Quiz( NAQ) last friday.. wow.. i rmb a few years back, i was talking part it the quiz. now i was helping out.. saw Mdm yani.. so happy to see her.. she was the best accounting teacher i had. the last time i seen her, her face was quite pale. well, seem she better this time. well the three of us, namly me, eug, KL, sat with our junior during the final.. haha.. just updated my blogskin.. haha, actually was helping my cousin with her school work on blogging, den happen to come across this skin, which i find it nice and cool.. haha end here.. bye..

well, love can be sweet, beautiful and wonderful to be in, however there a down side to this word. it also contain hurt, pain at the same time. if you ask me what is love? my answer will be, depend on how you wanted it to be. as you can see, it not really an easy thing to understand. it much more complex than it seem to be. in a relationship it not about, you wanted this way, so your boyfriend or girlfriend got to follow it. it really much more on muture resepect, respect each other decisions. sitting down on the sofa and thinking of the topic, i came to rmb of my peers when we were in our primary and secondary school, falling in "love, saying i love you. is this consider love or like. i think is onli what they normally call as puppy love.. well i don't know wat is it. up to you to think. to me i will consider a real couple to be, one who will think of their future, and the feeling grow stronger as days pass. today i learn something from my teacher, it like a quote to me. in w...

i learn something today. in order to survive in the real business world, one got to care for themsleves.. normally, seeing people suffer under their doing, instead of sharing. in good time, keeping everything to themselves. in the bad time, asking others to share their pain. is there still justice in this world. they said, everything is in black and white, but in the end these doc is creation of pain, suffering and unhappiness. even after everything is settle down, conflict will still be amongst the mist.. creating hurt and pain within both party. is this what people wanted to see in the real world. who will voice out this in justice and save those who are crying out for help.. think tt all i had.. the above content is crap..haha..

i start to feel the heat, the pressure surrounding me.. the exam waves is here.. i not sure why i soo freak off this time round, as i will be taking three core paper. as compare to secondary school that shall be more relax. but i felt so lost, there lot of term to study for the these moudles. accounting was soo different from what i did in the past, i got to learn the new format the new term. economic i got to read the newspaper every now and then to learn about the economics is doing so far. management, arggg.. think i got to learn everything, all the term, method of each topics. but soo far, we already completed IS and BCA last week.. looking back, time really fly. with a blink of my eye i almost completed one sem of my 1st year. very soon we will be graduating from the poly and moving on with our life. sometimes i was eager to see what have been install for me in the future. i wish i could travel to the future to have a peek on wat i am doing.. will i still be the same old me, or a ...

i got this good feeling.. feeling of relaxisation.. lol.. YES!!! it the end of the WCOM!!! great.. did our final paper yesterday.. feel soo great about it.. but again.. there will be a submit of BMGt this fri and INFA test.. sound sick.. not forgetting bca test next week.. lol.. oya.. i will be going back to the annual quest dinner.. i not sure why i going.. but aiya.. better go den not.. if not some peoplesss will like to say me.. anti social.. lol.. kidding kidding.. haha that all i got today.. byebye..

okok.. i think my blog is really rotting or like wat may said, close down.. lol.. oso not open shop..lol.. okok.. wat am i been doing for the past few weeks. okok.. presentation and test of cos.. ok, i had done my IAC presentation.. ytd i did my BCA presentation.. is there anymore.. i think tt all.. for tests, WCOM and macro.. ok pass both.. but i really not content with the result.. i want AD.. ///.. okok it impossible.. i think a B+ for me it just fine for me.. haha just reach home.. after the Z POP concert.. quite a amusing one.. lot of nice song.. and the stadium is fill with energy.. everyone is shouting for their star.. lol.. i think i like fish leong song.. nice, slow and relaxing..lol ok done with blogging.. haha.. take your time to read.. lol

it been a rather tiring week after all, rushing for completion of projects and tutorials. let me see my check list on what i had done. LMS project done, yeahhh!!! bmgt e- learning tutorial done, wcom done too. phew.. next week will be even more dead. haizz.. ok.. got to finish all the remaining hw..

yeahh!!! we finished our LMS play.. haha.. well.. 3/4 of the project is done.. that great.. we left with IAC.. and i still got my BMGT to do.. crap.. i tot of somthing yesterday.. we can't easliy forget someone who we care dearly. yes, we can just say leave the past and carry on with life, but it will still stay deep inside your heart. the image of them will eventually appear in our mind. well, i guess that what i see so far.. let take an example; when one lost his parent, he will still rmb his parent even when was old. think tt all i have..

okok.. here to do some blogging, as u can see in my tagboard.. peoples started complaining about me not blogging..lazy right.. lol.. okok let me give a summary of the past 2 week. last week was common test week. having BCA on mon and macroeconomic on tue.. the paper was still ok.. wed, TA28 "class gathering" cause onli 8 of us there.. we went to watch da vinci code and take neoprint after the moive.. the moive was nice.. we sat the 1st row, so we got problem looking at the screen. sulong was beside me.. haha.. let me see who there.. there may, maggie, miao miao, zhen jun, jia yin, su long and kuan loong.. cos KL treated us moive.. thur went back to school to finish up wcom report.. den the rest of the week was nothing special.. ok..mon went to take my basic driving test.. result i will not say.. if u wan to noe ask me ok den. ytd go back to do the LMS script and the report.. finally completed the report.. today; went to odelia house to do the LMS play.. was quite fun.. have l...

life in the poly is not getting any better. so many project tutorial to finish, not forgeting about common test next. i still dun understand a few modules, e.g marcoeconomic and business management.. yesterday was quite a boring day. have WCOM in the morning, well quite fun actually as we go for a " meeting". it a graded presentation, so felt kinda nervous at first. after wcom is macroeconomi, nothing special happen, but atleast i understand the lesson. BMGT was something. mr wong kuan loong did it again.. haha.. well he go into crazy mood with the teacher again.. trying to fight for what he said again.. well the whole class was shock by his reaction after all.. haha.. luckily i use to it liao.. i thought he had throw tt habit of his long long time ago, but he still did it again.. haha.. in the past he did that we actually enjoy it, but this time i felt that he better to be shut up and sit down..haha..

haha..i going insane soon.. someone please book a place in the mental hospital for me please..haha.. everyday need to study till so late.. luckily no need to wake up soo early the next day.. but the number of tutorial and project, was like hell.. soo stresstfull..haha..ok i stop here..bye

think i have not being bloging for some time.. too busy these few days.. rushing to do finish project and tutorial.. soo much stuff to do.. even worst i got chosen as the introduction to finance accounting(INFA) representive, all thank to my "greatest" friend mr wong.. dam idiot him.. nothing to do like to say my name hor.. nvm u watch out, still got class treasurer.. haha.. ok la.. yesterday that INFA tutorial, and the tutorial asked the class to present the answer which i suppose to assign to them.. and worst i got the wrong msg last week, i tot they suppose to do in class. haiz nvm.. haha.. it like so stressfull, to work under such condition, like running to lecture den to tutorial and rushing on the project.. is this the life of poly.. i felt that why my brother soo slack wheras for me if like so rush.. think i got to pack up for school..bye..

second week of school ended.. tml will be the third week in school.. looking forward in meeting my new classmates. actually i got to know a few of them and they are still ok. i guess i falling sick soon, the number of work present is too much. in fact i guess it not much of work.. it my fault for accumlating too much work till the weekend, till it seem like endless of work to do. wrost of all i feeling soo sick. guess i down with a ful and cough.. lesson learn, do your homework after every lecture.. sometime i been wonder how long can i live ? i find my life short, i not sure why too but i jsut felt like i going to kick the basket very soon.no i can't let it happened. i have to work hard, to an an auditor.. earn lot of money and use they cash to help those in need. bring happiness to the one around me. but is really money important? why is people wanting to earn big bucks?? for what ? ya i know i wanted to earn lot of money, but i what i want is just enough for me to spend and save...

die.. i not sure what i write.. i mean for my written business communcation.. well i have write eassy, in my poly still need to write.. haiz.. well it say start of with the "i am a changed person beacuse of..." well sound easy, here the caught. share a personal experience in year 2005 that affected you deeplky. the experience should be based on a true personal account. well i did one already.. please give comment about it.. I am a changed person because of my job in a factory. During the December holiday, I worked in a Japanese owned company and my job was to pack the bags of plastic gear into stack of trays. What affected me deeply were the peoples working around me. They are mostly mother in their late forty and most of them come for low income families, which they have to work in order to pay for their children education. There something that I had notice about them, they reached their desk and ten minutes early and start doing their work after every break or lunch. I was ...

well i guess i have not been blogging for some good time already right.. haha.. gotten busy over the past few days. let me see where shall i start? ok . i went to the orientation, well it a cool one, got to know a few new friends. the last day of the orientation we had this CCA thing, i can't decide wat to join as there too many cca to join, all seem to be equally attactive. after the CCA thingy we headed to town to have lunch at KFC. after lunch they went to catch a moive, as for me i went back to my secondary school to find my "son". last monday we headed to town again to watch eight below, well i can say it was a pleasant show, with 8 cute dog try to stay alive to await for their master to return to them. the catch of the moive is at the ending, the same old thing, found the dog. it indeed very touching. yesterday just started school with Macroeconomic lecture onli. two hours of lecture was indeed a long and nice one. however i still got some question left in th mist o...

well got tight up just now.. haha.. well my cousin justed pose me a question, what is the pro and the con for both JC and poly? i did know how to tell her what the different was. i start asking myself why did i chose poly in the first place. why didn't i put down a JC instead? maybe i know what i wanted to be in the future and got the plan of where i heading. but i still felt something weird inside me. i kept thinking my course of studies wasn't right. i shall have chosen business studies instead of accountancy. there this guy once told me i look like some bussiness fellow. well, i kinda take him as a weirdo. i hate to admit something, but as days passes i kept thinking i was in the course of business studies.. i not sure why too, or maybe it in the gene. it seem so too, my dad and uncles are in the business field, they got their own business. guess it natural for me to have they thinking too. haiz it getting quite late now. tml there is some crap thing on.. bye

well it now early in the morning, or maybe shall i say an hour after mid-night. so is it weird to find me hanging on the computer at this time.. not very often to find me staying up that late right. the reason is my mum and sis still playing some "lame" game., thus i seize this opportunities to stay up late to play with my lap.. haiz.. i been thinking quite alot these few days. problem that i might face in the future, like my work, family and last but not least money. Will i be able to get a good job in the future? is the decision that i make now is correct? will it affect my future?? sometimes i really wish that i will be able to see my own future, to see the out come of the deision that i made.. most of the time i blame myself for the wrong doing, but is it really i am the one at fault? i not sure too, but there something that i know for sure, that is i dun like to take the blame.. the scolding for other make me felt as thought i knew nothing. but when i put myself to the p...

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..