well it now early in the morning, or maybe shall i say an hour after mid-night. so is it weird to find me hanging on the computer at this time.. not very often to find me staying up that late right. the reason is my mum and sis still playing some "lame" game., thus i seize this opportunities to stay up late to play with my lap..
haiz.. i been thinking quite alot these few days. problem that i might face in the future, like my work, family and last but not least money. Will i be able to get a good job in the future? is the decision that i make now is correct? will it affect my future??
sometimes i really wish that i will be able to see my own future, to see the out come of the deision that i made..
most of the time i blame myself for the wrong doing, but is it really i am the one at fault? i not sure too, but there something that i know for sure, that is i dun like to take the blame.. the scolding for other make me felt as thought i knew nothing. but when i put myself to the person shoes, i guess i might did the same thing. maybe i just piss and get angry when thing not done..
i guess i wrote a bit too much today right? haha.. i guess i have the feeling to write down something..something much more than all these.. but i have no aim what to write about. but i just wanted to write.. who care.. think i better stop all these crap..kk.. till next time.. byebye

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