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yeah!! common tests is over. i feel great, at the same time i feel horrible, feel so sick. think i have not been sleep well these few days. ok. the paper are still ok. but i doubt i will be getting any As again. haiz. nvm there always exam. 3.5 here i come. last sunday is the worst days, which cause me to throw my book aside and there merely any mood for my revision. here the story: there meal distribution as usual, except, this week NP student tag along with us to do thier I and E project, so they have arrage a cooking team. and i suppose to call the cooking team who are cooking for this week. so in the end, they come down to the CC, ok i noe is my fault, so i called her to know what going on, she just say this"i dun care u give me wat excuse just come down i waiting for u."i thinking wat a pain. i controling not to scold her a B**** as she an adult, and still my neighbour. ok fine, i walk down, and it drizzing outside.once i reach, i smile, and she smile, and i apologies to

it like 1 week to exam. it really coming very fast. MA is on sat and i have hell lot of thing to get into my mind. just now gone to face book to play around and something caught me. wow, one of my sec sch friend got a gf. haha. last heard he broke off with her a few month back and now he got a new girl. but the back news is, i duno who the girl is.. hey bro.. intro leh.. nvr knew he will change his heart soo fast.. but good la, your that ex not good wan. hope you will find happiness.. tml going to learn driving le, duno when to book my driving, most likely is next friday, after my CT. arghhhh!!!!!!!! oh, before i forget, there another happy news, double happiness. Alvin got a disticnation for his pipa.. congra.. well done alvin. now you can focuse on your CT le. hope everyone all the best for your CT. and i think i give up setting question for blaw. no use. in the end he will explain too. haiz.. anyway, cheer up..

today when to newater plant, visit the processing of newater. omg, i felt it more like a science trip den accounting.. there no introducation of the plant. it the same trip as i had gone back 2 year ago. sian.. after that we went to expo for PC fair. there alot of things there, selling cheap PC, hardware, software.. have to thank zhi rong, for getting me a thumbdrive, as he felt bad losting mine. but i noe it really not his fault and it alright. haiz.. anyway thank dude. when we are going back home, there a misdirection. we tot of going to airport and take the train back, without knowing that train will stop at tanan merah. so in the end, we ended up like this. 1.expo to airport 2.airport to expo to tanan merah 3.tanan merah BACK to expo -_-"" 4. finally, expo back home.. we wasted about 30 min in the detour. and i late for my work for 30 min.. haiz. but it a good thing, i work less 30min.. yeah... ok got to go, bye.. here to thank zhi rong.. thakn

back to blogging AGAIN-_-"""" anyway i know my bloggie is rotting, but hey it wun die. there still flame in my blog ok"the tag broad" -_-"" alot of thing happened during the last fews week in school. red camp, new class mate, more lame and gaygay thing happened. red camp was last week and well i think helping out still quite fun, got to know two person was know my brother. ok, they asked me this"are your jie wei?" I NOT MY BROTHER.. /// okok.. twin life.haha.. meet up with jasmine and panhui during red camp. maybe is met with pan hui during red camp, and happen to met up with jas.. jas was nice, during the 1st day, she offer me her food, i think she noe i haven eaten yet. but i rejected her offer, i tot she not enough to eat ma. common test is next sat, and i feeling a little of stress now, soo much thing to learnt. and i still haven gotten all the case law up. maybe i have to start reading all this case law, is not i dun even think i c

school started 2 days back.. on monday is my first psychologic class. soo bored, 3.5 hours of lecture. our teacher is an ang moh, Mr. Vogt. he nice la.. after that rush to buy note, catch some rain on the way to buy the note. the only problem is the quene is soo long and i have to leave school by 12.30 to reach Bukit bakot at 1 for driving lesson. is a bad day i can say.. it rainning and i have to be super slow. finally i manage to control the cruach near the end. haha.. yesterday went for 2 lectures, but actually one of the lecture, Financial international trade(FIT), is today, but went yesterday, so i can sleep long. if not i have to reach school at 9.a.m for that lecture, so we decided to go for ytd.. haha.. just finish off both tutorial. and soon going to school for Business law lecture.. siannnn.. soo the law and standard thingy come out.. ytd learnt tax law; section 10, sub section 1a,b,c.... so wat lor.. ok la..i going to get mysef prepare for class.. ^^

back to blogging.. last week was great.. reason to that can only be......... i passed my final theory.. wooooohoooooooo!!!! but there not to be joy about it my 3rd re- test.. haha.. but i will like to thank seing la.. he chiong with me.. if not i don't think i will have the motivation to carry on studying so hard.. yesterday went for my 1st driving lesson.. well not special actually.. quite boring, but i felt fear around me.. maybe is when you see vehicles driving pass you, you will tend to shake up and felt the cold up your back.. the last 15 minutes i got to drive along a few straight road. pretty cool i tell u.. but having some problem with my leg. it really difficult for me to control them, as i think they are all tied up.. haha.. the next lesson will be on the tuesday.. after seing..after lesson i have to update my profile, if not i wouldn't be able to book my traffic police test. wanted to get my license fast.. haha. k end where..

i now very piss and mad at the same time.. reason? cos no one ever thought of how i felt.. they all wan thing for themselves.. wat the point of me.. always think this and that for other and in return for i get.. fucking nagging and ignorance.. piss man.. get alive lah.. can anyone just give me some through for me.. forget it.. no one understand me.. dun feel like writing anymore.. soo mad and piss la.. k bye..

tml going to malaysia.. wun be around in singpore for the next few days.. haha.. it suppose to be something happy about.. but this time round i dun really felt the joy in the air.. there something telling me that going there will be very sian.. well it only wat i felt.. maybe i jsut think too much abt it. ok ok.. till now there nth interesting going around me.. the routine is the same all the time.. wake up do housework.. go meet dear for lunch and den go back play game or sleep den my day is over.. i wanted to do something different.. but i just does not noe wat to do. ok la..i end this short post here.. till the next time.. see ya.

wohoooo!! this my 90th post.. haha.. anyway.. it been 1 year plus going to 2. today was rather sian. met up with eugene in the morning before heading back to queenstown. met up with some ex classmate and had some catch up.. really misses the days in the same class. manage to talk to some teachers. in the afternoon met my brother for a movie.. the stupid rat show.. quite dumb.. i been wondering time passes so fast and people do change a lot.. some of us refuse to talk to each other, other became more sociable.. haha.. last night chatted with wai yeen(or the night before that) he said, life is like a train, we are forever on the train, and we will get to see different things and experience different things around us. which meant we get to interact with new things and learn how to overcome our problem and be stronger in life. but the most important thing is that the people who board the train or alight it, YOUR FRIENDS. some passenager will seat on the train whenever it go, friends that w

exam is indeed over.. what a week.. is really very very tiring to manage all these things.. i almost going to bust this period. soo much fact to face, so much trouble to worry. haiz.. but now is over.. it really over... comment on my papers?? suck ba.. i realise i really did not do very well this sem.. all seem aillen to me.. but what can i do... have to work hard next sem lor.. next sem will not be soo easy for us le.. we have 5 paper and not 4.. cannot imagine till den.. now is like waiting for result..plus waiting for the agence to call me back regrading my job offer.. wahhh.. i find this week is really a horrible week..all kind of unlucky thing befall on me.. can't really forget abt wat happened that night.. idiot ppl.. scare the freak out of me.. can't they be more mature in someway.. this kept bothering me. they are way older den me in one way or other.. why they think this funny. have our soceity change to the worst, or to some mroe interesting.i know that we have to ada

haha.. back to blogging.. cos super boliao.. exam is super near.. it like 1 more week to our final exam. but i still can't find the mood to study.. think slack too much le.. teo jie yong got to buck up le.. GPA3.5.. haha.. wait long long den got ba.. anyway i have been busy with lot of thing, like tutorial, revision, gaming(with my evil brother, it help to destress too:) ). yesterday was national day, and i was down with a flu and cough. feel so sick abt it.. but anyway, still went down to bukit merah central there to help up with the celebration, and went back to bukit purmei for our office bearer meeting. what the hell lor, i get back the same portfolio, and kena arrow like what rice all these need to check, what the hell lor.. arhhh.. sick of all these, have to give up m sunday again. why can't they just give me something esle. haiz.. sian leh. after the meet i went home and sleep for an hour. atleast i dun feel that sick, cos took some medi. after that wake up den go meet

yeahh!! it friday, and time to rest ourself.. but this weekend seem busy!! tml BGM is on.. and after that i have my I&E event.. haaha. my event date was soo nice.. 7/7/07.. 7p.m at NP soccer court.. come join us.. haha anyway.. serene was stress these few days, soo worry.. her test is coming soon and hope she will get through it.. pray hard for her.. jia you dear!! i believe u can do it.. jia you!!! BMG is tml.. so excited, time past soo fast. it been 2 years since i join the committee.. hoping i can change a new portfolio... gtg,, bye!!

back to blogging.. while these few days was normal.. dear was sick these few weeks, worried for her.. hope she will recover soon. school project was was in a mess, lot of thing to rush on. like EAA project and I&E.. I&E is screwed.. totally dead.. we have book the venue on 13 july last month. but our teacher now den tell us to cancell and bring in forward.. damn, so we have bring the event back to 7/07/07 at 7p.m.. all 7 sia.. hopefull my event will be a success.. other den that i recieve a msg last night, that i have been selected for the serve trip.. worst, i the only person i get in.. miao and euguene both was not selected.. so sad.. but i have rejected it due to my event.. sad... soo sorry mr lim.. this saturday not onli my event is on. but in the morning there BGM.. hopefull i wun have to take up community serivce portfolio again.. 7 years of community service.. haiz.. but i do learn alot.. not bad not bad.. haha.. k that all.. byeee...

here a story from da tou fen blog to share.. it very touching... enjoy it 那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光…… 　　可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。 　　一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗” 　　天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。 　　幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。 　　轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。 　　蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 　　這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。 　　第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常

time now is 8.15 a.m. going to camp very soon. some how or rather i dun really feel like going to the camp. it will took up 3 days of my holiday. hello!! i can do other thing within these 3 days. but the worst thing is i starting to miss my dear.. counting down 3 days to see you... that very long..wait i think is onli 2 day.. haha..today and fri.. i really hell lot of time.. thinking time can pass by faster, den i wun be soo xin kun.. dear take care k.. dun sleep too late always. rmb to take your meal^^.. will call you once i got free time.. dun worry.. will be seeing you on sat..i shall be leaving le.. bye...

guy guy.. have u ever heard of a fool, keep all the trouble to himself and not letting someone noe. while the other party having big time guess wat on that idiot fool mind. while the fool tot he could lessen someone burnen by not telling out, in fact he already hurt them.. such a idiotic person.. really a moron. while that the stupidest and foolish person i ever since. wonder who that person is.. ya tat me!! i am a fool.. lol.. i really feel like laughing at myself for wat i done.. haiz..

today woke up at around 10 plus 11.. finally have a good night sleep.. to make up for my loss of sleep the last few days..on my laptop and play some games. it seem like i had not been playing games for ages.. but it was really fun. went to meet ling ling at abt 3.30, she was beautiful today. she wore the dress we bought that day. we after tt went to bugis to shop for her kor present.. got something like pillow radio for him, can rest and listen to muisc at the same time wan.. after we got the present we went down to plaze singaporean to pass her kor present.. we went to cineleisure to eat dinner.. think tt all .. till next time

yeahhh!!!! time to take a quick rest finally. today was my last paper. felt soo relax after the paper. before the paper started, i felt soo lost, or shall i say everyone was soo stress up. cos our last paper happened to be auditing. where it all words in the lecture notes. there not even a single numbers or calulation in there. but the paper since to be ok. not much error. overall for my common test i can say it was quite ok for me. but of cos i wish dear all the best still, jia you u can do it wan!!!!!! after the paper went out to relax and now back home and found that i got 14 mail in my mail.haha.. think that all i have.. till next time

common test is just a few days from now, or shall i say left 1 more day to my first paper. haha.. feeling the heat of stress around the me now adays, lot of revision to do. there a lot of theory to learn, unlike last year, there still ;some modules that can use calculation. now is completly theory. haiz, hope i can get all the theory into my head, and understand the concept. so when exam come i have no fear of not remembering all the concept.. these few days is like studying, and helping ling ling to help dic, so happy she got the dic le.. she now she can study with no worry, jia you ling ling.. ^^.. ok. i think that all i got for today. ling ling jia you for exam hor!!

omg.. it been a very tiring week.. it not even friday, and i hoping saturday is tml.. have been an owl for the past few night, due to FMGT project. just completed the project today, felt slightly relax, but there still 40% presentation, where i need to prepare the sildes by wednesday. think i going to fall sick soon too, slept very very very late these few days, and i mean it like 3 or 5 in the morning. that soo sickkkkkk!!!! on top of that, i have problem coping with some of mouldes.. it like soo wordy, and it difficult to get soo the information into my head.. haizzz... common test coming soon too, hope i able to finish all the revision, and understand my work, before the test.. at the same time, i started to noe how to treasure my dear. although problem arise every now and then, but i noe there will be a way to slove it.. thank.. think that all i have today.. till next time,..

haiz... been a long time since i wrote something on my blog. well, back again to do some blogging, since there time now. if not my blog will really became rotten. school started, an now is week 4, it seem there a lot of thing to learn in the coming weeks. plus i have a test tml, and there a project i need to submit by next week. but overall, it going on fine now.. haha.. the past few there not nothing much happened too. went to EXPO last week for mother day thingy. the world is indeed very small, i saw my friend there working as part-time. they got paid and we are not paid, and worst is that we are doing the same duty.. what surpise me most was my friend had changed, he cut off soo much weight, like more den half of his weight. surpise to see this. still rmb we use to run during TAF.. think tat all i got.. till next time.. bye

school started for a week le.. had 4 lecture yesterday and today and true enough i felt soo dead. plus having this bad bad cough today.. it make me feel soo SICK.. arggghhhh!! i felt like so though i could not breath, having difficuility breathing now.. stupid cough.. let talk abt my lecture in Year 2. all 4 moudles look soo similar to one another, it like quite hard to get everything in my mind for now, think i better go read up now.. haiz.. but my week wasn't that bad, as i had her by my side all these times.. thank you for that.. really hope thing wun change much..

ok.. i found it a bit confuse these days. i not quite sure wat is she thinking, she seem tired.. have i brought all these to her?? i noe she once mention that i wasn't that guy he was looking for. but nevertheless, i will try my best, all i have to meet all her requirement. i dun mind wat it take now. i noe how much she meant to me now, and i willing to give every thing i have to her. all i wan to see her to be happy. i haven seen her happy these days leh. sorry, i guess i did something that hurt u really deeply. it might be a long way, there lot of thing for us to face, but i dun really mind, i willing to face it with her. even one that she really wanted me to leave her, i will respect her decision, but i willing to be by her side. as long as she happy, i contented le.. i dun wish much and dun want to ask much, all i wan is to be with her.. think that all i have.. see you guys next time.

today went out with her to lot of places. we went to Toa Payoh to have our breakfast and lunch at the same time.. we got pasta and it really suck. I did finish the whole plate of pasta, as for her, she did not finish the ham. sorry, unable to bring u to somewhere nice to eat. after that we went to far east to look at the "cow" shoe. the shoe was nice, but i find it a bit werid to be walking around with a cow design. but it really nice, i just felt there something missing to it, if not it will be nice le. while walking along orchard, i saw mrs leong( sec 5 math teacher) suprise that she still rmb me..haha. have a little chat with her before we continue to shop. she really look younger now, glad that she is enjoying herself now. after that we went to marina centre and city link to search for a shirt. while walking along marina centre we saw this long sleeve shirt, considering whether to but anot, but in the end we drop the idea and continue our search for that shirt. finally at

ok.. having orientation with the freshie over the past few days.kind of fun too, make new friend and able to get along with the freshie.. i am taking care of the banking stundent, and surpising there more guy den gal in my group.. wow.. haha.. today is finally the last day of the BAoc.. not very sure what are they doing later and hope it wun be that sian, if not will be there falling a sleep.. haha.. today entry abit short, but i have to go le.. see you till next time.. the past few days had dinner with her, and notice that she not feeling very well these days.. hope she will recover soon.. take care ok ok..

wow..today had been a really great day as i went out with her. Went to the dentist in the afternoon and got my braces tighten up and dunno wad they did. haha..bt who cares. Have japanese food for lunch after that at cineleisure. After that we went to novena sq to collect my mum shirt. We also went to amk hub to shop. Really have a great time shopping as it have been a long time since i enjoy shopping!! Since amk hub is nt a big pl to shop and the time is still early, we decided to go to far east plaza to continue shopping and oso to settle our dinner. Can see that she really have a great time shopping and hope she don't find me boring. Well..gonna go sleep. Nite all =)

Many happy and sad moment had happened to me last week, which lead me to a clearer direction to my personal problem. It had been bothering me for quite a long time and i finally sorted my feeling and be honest to wad i want. Most importantly, no one got hurt in the end and i should consider my way of handling the problems had improve. I would like to thanks someone for guiding and being there for me all tis time. this paragraph is for her wan.. all these months she have been a tring all these time for you. and appcirated what you had done for me even all the hurting thing i did to you, you still willing to be by my side all along.. here i wanted to say a very big thank you and you noe.. Tis week will be a busy week as orientation is starting and we will have to bring the freshies to tour ard the school.

school opening have drawn nearer and nearer.. when back school today to do IS enroltment. mine appointment is at 4p.m. while in the canteen looking through the net, on YES 933 da tou fen blog. the lastest entry was about this guy is in NS while his gf was studying in the UNI. their relationship was diften part as time past, as they have 1 day very week to meet up with each other. if the girl need to study for her tutition there wun be even a time left to meet up. is really going NS will break off off party. if so why there have to be such thing call national service. although guy will be able to defend our own country, but at the cost of losting someone. when we voice out, the government will defend it self by saying, that a test of your relationship. no matter what the government always have their say. no matter how much we wanted to voice it out. on the other hand, they really do make a point. it really depend on how much both of them can hold on. even meeting for a cup of drink and

having been blogging for quite some time due to some reasons. haha.. well i got back my result last wednesday, and i can said i did quite well ba. the down side is that i was not really happy with my GPA, it drops by 0.1. that really very pain. but hope for a 3.5 GPA was gone. all thank to that CATS modules which i got D for it. coming to think of it, i shall be happy instead, atleast i didn't fail that moudles, even with limited information out of our project. on top of that, it only me and the other guy put in most of the effort to complete it. lesson learn, never group with slacker.arrgggggg!!!! sad monment over now for something nice, i found a job and i think it really interesting, selling credit card, which i think the experience i gain will to my benefits in the near future. think that all i got.. till next time.. bye

it been a week or so. and i haven found a job. this monday going down for an interview, and they will let us know whether we can work anot. i got this feeling the chances of us getting selected will be low. but i still willing to give it a try, no harm trying too right? result will be out next week, kinda nervous about it. i really hope i can pass this sem, or maybe not only a pass, 3.5? haha.. pray hard i wil be my result.. at the moment i felt alittle confuse over certian thing. on top of my confusion, there lie my worry. worry about this and that. perhap i have think too much, that lead to those unwanted worry. but you can't deny the problems are still there, that cause all these worries. better get myself together and go on with my lives, if not i will be in the world of darkness, depression. i do that some stuff seriously at times. and i mean really serious. reason for so, i wanted it and really care for. i dare not think what will happen tomorrow. and definitely wanting to ru

come home from class chalet today, woke up not long ago, cos i miss my laptop soo much..going to blog what we are doing in the chalet for the past 3 days there..^^ day 1:checking in we meet at white sand shopping centre at about 2 plus to do some shopping.. we bought tonnes of food, as if we are in a going for a world.. we got check in at aloha loyang chalet at abt 3 plus.. it dam nice lor.. so big some more. but 1st day only got me, alvin, zhirong, may and zhen jun. there like 4 room lor, but we onli use the first level the room.. too big le..the first day we are like playing mahjong the whole day. May idea of not sleeping, kept all of us playing Mahjong till 3 in the morning till we all finally give it and go to the play card.. luckily zhi rong suggested to sleep, den we all went in the room to sleep. day2: got up like 5 in the morning, can't sleep ma. started to play some game to kill time. zhen jun was up next at about 7, follow by zhirong and alvin. as for may, she was sleepin

it really dam bored been at home.. spend my chinese new year at my relative house.. collected some ang bao, i foresee there a down fall in my ang bao money.. even thought the government said, we are growing.. ya right!!! people keep more money and not willing to circlurical the money in the market. kidding.. went back to school ytd to disucss for the chalet NEXT TUESDAY.. it like omg.. it only a few days to tuesday. plan out most thing, gamble all the three days there.. haha.. it sound like fun.. okok.. gtg.. bye..^^

yeah.. finally my exam is over.. time really fly.. it end of my first year in school. and going to year 2, but still have to depend whether i can pass all my moudles to make the move to year 2..chinese new year is approaching very fast. and seriously i dun feel any celebration mood around me.. instead i felt like shouting out it the end of my paper.. perhaps it really just too fast.. i think i have to enjoy this year.. cos the year 2 and 3 exam is just after CNY... so i better enjoy..

yeah.. finally my exam is over.. time really fly.. it end of my first year in school. and going to year 2, but still have to depend whether i can pass all my moudles to make the move to year 2..chinese new year is approaching very fast. and seriously i dun feel any celebration mood around me.. instead i felt like shouting out it the end of my paper.. perhaps it really just too fast.. i think i have to enjoy this year.. cos the year 2 and 3 exam is just after CNY... so i better enjoy..

relax relax.. got 2 modules out of my hand now.. but still there 4 others and well trying to get hold of them well.. the past few week was like project and stuff.. nothing much to talk about it too.. nothing much interesting.. well NP open house was last week, got some CCA point there too.. haha.. celebrate my birthday ytd.. and received lots of wishes.. thank guys and gals for your wishes.. dino jia you.. next year be the 1st hor.. but atleast u got in second..oh ya.. good luck for your 2 tests tml.. jia you jia you.. there this phrase i got from somewhere and i think it really usefull, we can't predict the future but we can make our decision in life to what we really hope to wish to see. even we can't get what we wanted, we must learn how to appricate what we work for and what we got in return. thank my dear for such nice phrase..