my life

went back to school today to continue the bloody camp planning.. woke up around 7.30.. all thank to my cadet.. poon..do perfect duty boliao call me ask me go school do planning. reached school osman say he did not need it today, waste my time la poon.. anyway we settle lot of admin stuff today.. phew.. can run normal training smoothy for the time being.. later maybe going to call hao to talk abt tha plan.. if not tml meet again outside to plan.. wan to get this crap over soon, so i got more time to do my stuff liao.. k ntht o write liao.. byebye

sian .. today was a "great" day, cos it my grandma brithday. all my cousin and uncle and auntie went to this hotel next to bugis.. cannot be bother to find out the name of it. kinda boring there, food suck and the the talk between the elderly.. lucky some of my cousin came and talk to me.. atleast not tt bore..but i still one thing i cannot take it, the feeling of they looking down at me. i know i wasn't smart,that why i always do the best, trying to bring up some face for my family. atleast i did well in my O, they have nothing to say about me now.. hahaha.. after that we gone to take neoprint with my cousin.. kinda gald the other pair of twin cannot came to take it with us if not there not enough space for anyone of us. this is my first time taking neoprint, at the end of teh day we did enjoy ourself.. kinda cool.. kk nth to write liao..

ok, i will be busy next month, let be see what i have, camp feast, NCC camp, dental, YEC thingy and last but not least preparation for my ploy.. quite lot of stuff to do right, well so it better to be in school with my textbook and doing test than doing all these crap. so current got two things to handle for the time being, YEC project and NCC camp planing. tml going to meet up with yong hao to do the planing. haix..worst i had not been sleeping well for the past two days. guess i got too nervous and excited to know which course i will be taking.. i seem i been sleeping at mid- night and waking at 4, ok that kind weird for me. i had not ever been like this before,but the most it only last for one day. i think something is going around me. something is not very very right. i just felt something amiss. it like something that i had with me just gone. i can't really explain what it was, but i guess i need to relax myself and i really mean relaxxxxx.. think i got nothing to write liao..

well, got to heard a big news abt NYP yesterday from my friends. i cannot believe it...well for one moment i was gald that NYP was not one my of choice of ploy..at second though i felt more worry for her. she told me before she put NYP as her first few choice. the first thing came to my mind was to ring her up and tell her about it.. but i don't think there a point of that.. well think she more aware den me.. well ..i hope she wil be alright.. there nothing i can do too, nothing but to let her go. all i wanted to tell her is that no matter what happen i will support her, i will be there for her when she need me.. think tt that all bahxx.. till next tiem bahx.

bad days.. not a good day after all.. just got 4 stupid bloody rudder thingy in between my tooth..not use to the feeling of getting the thing in between my tooth. two week later going to brace.. and i thikn it soo dam suck.. no nice food.. lol..

i had been thinking over some issuse for the past few days. don't feel like saying it, it only make me feel even worst. there this phrase that caught my attendtion last night from a tv show, it say when u love someone u will eventually hate him or her. after hearing it, it remind me of wat she use to tell me.. so is this love...... well u can say i agree with it, but i not going to take it away. well like wat my niece said.. if u can't forget, it mean to be there, so i will just let be kept in part of my memory, the fun, laughter, and pain. for now i think it still best to keep moving on with life, there many thing to see and thing to do.. why let it bring u down instead of doing other thing to bring joy to other people face,to see the smile of the others. thus colouring life up, bring joy and laughter to other. still i will remenber her, the time we spent togther, she was the first person i love so dear, that i cannot put it down easily, i know that she had try to like me, but

haven been blogging for the past few days.. too busy with some others stuff..well got a few thing to handle of the time been.. have to organzie a BBQ.. dam i still got a meeting this wed.. kind of tired, but after soo many months,we got our meeting.. need to present my idea on that day.. wahh kao this coming tue going to see dental liao.. comfirm ask me to pluck my dam wisdom tooth out.. dam man.. it will hurt lot and dun even mention about the cost of plucking out one bloody hell tooth will cost like shit.. ok nth to write liao..

finally fixed my com.. haha.. life without the internet suck.. no msn.. soo wat happened the last week days.. well quite busy looking for the course i wanted to get it.. stressed up with all the attractive course each ploy provide.. but still i think NP provide the best presentation of the other ploy.. soo i made my 1st choice np accountanacy second np business studies.. i was quite comfidence that i will get into the few choice.. so i just leave the rest to others course that i like not not likely to get into,.. haha.. lame.. whatever.. think i got nothing to write liao.. bye

wow.. i dun believe it.. i eventually got a pass in my english language.. but i still cannot believe the fact i pass my english.. some of my friend could write better den me and they did not make it.. wat going on.. i guess is luck bahx. worst came to came i got 4 As wow.. i never ever dream of that.. but who care.. i got that grade and i going to cherish it.. i wil apply to my dream course and hopefully get in..

wat the hell.. my whole body was now on fire.. i felt like pouring a basket of ice over my body.. feeling the coldness running throught my buring body..when swimming in the mornign with TG.. wow.. it been quite some time when i last touch the pool.. reached home got to noe that we have to be back in school in our school uniform.. man.. i not sure i want to wear my uniform.. haha.. if really need to be in school uniform.. i have to bring down my full U.. nvm.. it onli a set of U.. haiz.. two more days to ther days i waited for.. kk.. got nth to write too,, bye

change my phone a few day back.. not use to samsung phone.. everytime msg soo slow.. haizz.. but it great.. i can now load music in my phone now.. yesterday heard the news that we will be collecting our result on friday.. i really hope i can make it.. think i will not be sleeping well these few day.. now my main trouble in my mind is still my result.. follow by some relationship problems.. it really a pain.. argggggggggg.. kk think nth to write liao.. ok..bye

yesterday went to watch chingay... lol.. make me rmb the times, when i was in primary school.. haha... i still recall the times when one of my friend call himself chin the other gay.. in the end both of them ended in cold war.. but we still have fun.. those was great times we have.. as years pass.. i seem we to have forget abt each others.. and move on with life.. haha..i found the most difficult thing abt life is to forget someone that you care for the most.. thus forgoing it might be the best choice.. atleast it better den to still remember those pain stuff.. kk thing i got nothing else to write too..

haizzz.. thing just did not go to the right place now... things just seem to happen soo fast.. that i cannot cope with it.. who care..like wat my shi fu always did.. heck care.. lol... i love it.. but still reponsibities count at the end of the day... now i afriad of my result.. dam could not sleep well.. kept thinking my how badly i did for my engliish oral and compro..i hope i can get a C6.. if not byebye accountacy.. maybe i try those chemical thingy.. i just does not wan to do enineering in my ploy..tml still need to help my dad.. kk,, bye