my life

school started for a week le.. had 4 lecture yesterday and today and true enough i felt soo dead. plus having this bad bad cough today.. it make me feel soo SICK.. arggghhhh!! i felt like so though i could not breath, having difficuility breathing now.. stupid cough.. let talk abt my lecture in Year 2. all 4 moudles look soo similar to one another, it like quite hard to get everything in my mind for now, think i better go read up now.. haiz.. but my week wasn't that bad, as i had her by my side all these times.. thank you for that.. really hope thing wun change much..

ok.. i found it a bit confuse these days. i not quite sure wat is she thinking, she seem tired.. have i brought all these to her?? i noe she once mention that i wasn't that guy he was looking for. but nevertheless, i will try my best, all i have to meet all her requirement. i dun mind wat it take now. i noe how much she meant to me now, and i willing to give every thing i have to her. all i wan to see her to be happy. i haven seen her happy these days leh. sorry, i guess i did something that hurt u really deeply. it might be a long way, there lot of thing for us to face, but i dun really mind, i willing to face it with her. even one that she really wanted me to leave her, i will respect her decision, but i willing to be by her side. as long as she happy, i contented le.. i dun wish much and dun want to ask much, all i wan is to be with her.. think that all i have.. see you guys next time.

today went out with her to lot of places. we went to Toa Payoh to have our breakfast and lunch at the same time.. we got pasta and it really suck. I did finish the whole plate of pasta, as for her, she did not finish the ham. sorry, unable to bring u to somewhere nice to eat. after that we went to far east to look at the "cow" shoe. the shoe was nice, but i find it a bit werid to be walking around with a cow design. but it really nice, i just felt there something missing to it, if not it will be nice le. while walking along orchard, i saw mrs leong( sec 5 math teacher) suprise that she still rmb me..haha. have a little chat with her before we continue to shop. she really look younger now, glad that she is enjoying herself now. after that we went to marina centre and city link to search for a shirt. while walking along marina centre we saw this long sleeve shirt, considering whether to but anot, but in the end we drop the idea and continue our search for that shirt. finally at

ok.. having orientation with the freshie over the past few days.kind of fun too, make new friend and able to get along with the freshie.. i am taking care of the banking stundent, and surpising there more guy den gal in my group.. wow.. haha.. today is finally the last day of the BAoc.. not very sure what are they doing later and hope it wun be that sian, if not will be there falling a sleep.. haha.. today entry abit short, but i have to go le.. see you till next time.. the past few days had dinner with her, and notice that she not feeling very well these days.. hope she will recover soon.. take care ok ok..

wow..today had been a really great day as i went out with her. Went to the dentist in the afternoon and got my braces tighten up and dunno wad they did. haha..bt who cares. Have japanese food for lunch after that at cineleisure. After that we went to novena sq to collect my mum shirt. We also went to amk hub to shop. Really have a great time shopping as it have been a long time since i enjoy shopping!! Since amk hub is nt a big pl to shop and the time is still early, we decided to go to far east plaza to continue shopping and oso to settle our dinner. Can see that she really have a great time shopping and hope she don't find me boring. Well..gonna go sleep. Nite all =)

Many happy and sad moment had happened to me last week, which lead me to a clearer direction to my personal problem. It had been bothering me for quite a long time and i finally sorted my feeling and be honest to wad i want. Most importantly, no one got hurt in the end and i should consider my way of handling the problems had improve. I would like to thanks someone for guiding and being there for me all tis time. this paragraph is for her wan.. all these months she have been a tring all these time for you. and appcirated what you had done for me even all the hurting thing i did to you, you still willing to be by my side all along.. here i wanted to say a very big thank you and you noe.. Tis week will be a busy week as orientation is starting and we will have to bring the freshies to tour ard the school.