my life

die.. i not sure what i write.. i mean for my written business communcation.. well i have write eassy, in my poly still need to write.. haiz.. well it say start of with the "i am a changed person beacuse of..." well sound easy, here the caught. share a personal experience in year 2005 that affected you deeplky. the experience should be based on a true personal account. well i did one already.. please give comment about it.. I am a changed person because of my job in a factory. During the December holiday, I worked in a Japanese owned company and my job was to pack the bags of plastic gear into stack of trays. What affected me deeply were the peoples working around me. They are mostly mother in their late forty and most of them come for low income families, which they have to work in order to pay for their children education. There something that I had notice about them, they reached their desk and ten minutes early and start doing their work after every break or lunch. I was

well i guess i have not been blogging for some good time already right.. haha.. gotten busy over the past few days. let me see where shall i start? ok . i went to the orientation, well it a cool one, got to know a few new friends. the last day of the orientation we had this CCA thing, i can't decide wat to join as there too many cca to join, all seem to be equally attactive. after the CCA thingy we headed to town to have lunch at KFC. after lunch they went to catch a moive, as for me i went back to my secondary school to find my "son". last monday we headed to town again to watch eight below, well i can say it was a pleasant show, with 8 cute dog try to stay alive to await for their master to return to them. the catch of the moive is at the ending, the same old thing, found the dog. it indeed very touching. yesterday just started school with Macroeconomic lecture onli. two hours of lecture was indeed a long and nice one. however i still got some question left in th mist o

well got tight up just now.. haha.. well my cousin justed pose me a question, what is the pro and the con for both JC and poly? i did know how to tell her what the different was. i start asking myself why did i chose poly in the first place. why didn't i put down a JC instead? maybe i know what i wanted to be in the future and got the plan of where i heading. but i still felt something weird inside me. i kept thinking my course of studies wasn't right. i shall have chosen business studies instead of accountancy. there this guy once told me i look like some bussiness fellow. well, i kinda take him as a weirdo. i hate to admit something, but as days passes i kept thinking i was in the course of business studies.. i not sure why too, or maybe it in the gene. it seem so too, my dad and uncles are in the business field, they got their own business. guess it natural for me to have they thinking too. haiz it getting quite late now. tml there is some crap thing on.. bye

well it now early in the morning, or maybe shall i say an hour after mid-night. so is it weird to find me hanging on the computer at this time.. not very often to find me staying up that late right. the reason is my mum and sis still playing some "lame" game., thus i seize this opportunities to stay up late to play with my lap.. haiz.. i been thinking quite alot these few days. problem that i might face in the future, like my work, family and last but not least money. Will i be able to get a good job in the future? is the decision that i make now is correct? will it affect my future?? sometimes i really wish that i will be able to see my own future, to see the out come of the deision that i made.. most of the time i blame myself for the wrong doing, but is it really i am the one at fault? i not sure too, but there something that i know for sure, that is i dun like to take the blame.. the scolding for other make me felt as thought i knew nothing. but when i put myself to the p

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

okok.. here to blog.. later someone keep asking me to up date my blog..well nothing really great happen. all thank to my laptop.. problematic system.. haizz. anyway it done.. ok quite busy now.. tml i wil write abt the post tt jiayun said.. haha.. kk gtg byeeee..

ok what shall i write for today. maybe i shall use what KL just say "patience is virtue." if u did watch the TV, there this programme on channel 5 called "boling point." well it about getting a group of people, without them knowing they are in this contest, and piss them off. the one with the most fortitude will win themselves some cash. So patience was indeed virtue, or maybe i shall say fortunate. so how about patience in relationship? in any relationship, whether in family or between love one, patient is the one of the key factor to sustain a strong relationship. why be bored to argue back to the one you love? we can just simply talk thing now, compromising each other maybe a wiser choice to chose. we can bring down lot of resentment instead of rising it up, till then no matter how hard we wanted to reslove this heats it will be quite a complex task. however everyone got their own personal patient limit. some might be long, some short. just don't over step on

i felt so tired now, after all the shopping we did. when out with dar, jia yun and pei yu to do some shopping. i and Dar got a tee-shirt which cost $32.20 for 2 shirt.. haha.. for the girl they really did some shopping, got themselves clothes. after hours of shopping, i rush off to the CC to do communtiy service.. well i got this urge to write thing out last night. i don't even know what i wanted to write, there no theme no title and no direction on what am i going to write. i guess i know what i wanted to write.LOVE. what is love actually? is it just by saying i love u u love me, and we deem it as love. what factor contribute to this. Fate? feeling? crash? maybe there even more. initially, i thought love was so sweet, and nice. however, it was not that big of deal, it come with pain, heartache, dilemma sometimes. all i can say, it was as easy as it seem to be. maybe teenager are not even ready for such thing. it require lot of effort put in by both party and compromise indeed.. w