my life

common test week was finally over, but more is up to come. for now it time to enjoy my 2 weeks of break. instead of staying at home to rot, there pile of homework to catch up. not forgetting the revision to mug. as there many thing happened after i post the last entry. i does not know how to explain my silly action. but i can say this to someone: thank you for your trust and faith in me, and i wanted to say, i will not let you down. i think is time for me to get on with work.. see ya again!! ^^

i did something horrible.. i broken someone heart and the trust between us.. i really don't know what to do now. all i can say is sorry to her. but why god have to let me to make such terrible decision.. i do not wish to see her getting hurt. how shall i say.. i either one of them get hurt. but in the end i chose to hurt the wan that got hurt the most. i felt bad, really bad.. soo bad that i blame myself how the wrong i did.. think that all i have,.

school started last week. nothing much going throught, as the first week is just lecture for us.. i just not thing feeling that this semster seem to be a bit tougher as compare to the pervious wan..lesser project. more examination modules.. for IS is kinda boring, as i dun really like the CATS class. for Sport and wellness, we chose softball.. been sometimes we last play that game.. haha.. finished all my tutorial already. now left with printing lecture note for this coming week. think that all i got to write.. nothing really interesting thought.. :P

i haven been blogging for quite a long time.. ya.. almost a month.. but thank to someone.. duno which pancake wanted to see wat i beening going on. haha.. kidding.. well.. been relativly busy. as we are moving to pasir panjang for three month due to some renovation going back at my old house.. well cannot pently bothered abt much, as i just throw all my stuff into 3 box and left.. haha.. well. other than that, i guess nth much happen.. just passing days like that.. wasting my time.. haha.. k.. that all..

hohoho.. the day have came.. the long wait exam result is release today.. got woken up by my brother's friend, cause they kept calling him to check his result. initially is was suppose to be post at 9a.m, but the result was release early at 7a.m... i checked my result at about 8 plus.. was just too excited to see my result, as this was the first time i took an exam in the poly. i place my hope at Grade Point Average(GPA) of 3.5, but i my leg low at about 2.8. the moment of true was here. i got 1 A+, 2 B+ and 4 B. with a GPA of 3.29.. wow.. there was no C and D in my result. i was rather please with my result though. but coming to think of entering to the UNI, i think this kind of GPA can't secure me a place there. well got to work hard and aim for atleast 3.8 next sem to pull up the grade. i was hoping to see a few A or AD, but too bad. atleast i got an A+. that was good enough too.. ok.. ending here..

well.. wat today date? Oh it the 10 of sep.. 5 more days.. yeah.. i can't wait to see my result.. hoping it will be something good ba.. i just hope i can make it throught to the second sem of my 1st year. den i will be going to my second year.. haha.. helped in the National accounting Quiz( NAQ) last friday.. wow.. i rmb a few years back, i was talking part it the quiz. now i was helping out.. saw Mdm yani.. so happy to see her.. she was the best accounting teacher i had. the last time i seen her, her face was quite pale. well, seem she better this time. well the three of us, namly me, eug, KL, sat with our junior during the final.. haha.. just updated my blogskin.. haha, actually was helping my cousin with her school work on blogging, den happen to come across this skin, which i find it nice and cool.. haha end here.. bye..

well, love can be sweet, beautiful and wonderful to be in, however there a down side to this word. it also contain hurt, pain at the same time. if you ask me what is love? my answer will be, depend on how you wanted it to be. as you can see, it not really an easy thing to understand. it much more complex than it seem to be. in a relationship it not about, you wanted this way, so your boyfriend or girlfriend got to follow it. it really much more on muture resepect, respect each other decisions. sitting down on the sofa and thinking of the topic, i came to rmb of my peers when we were in our primary and secondary school, falling in "love, saying i love you. is this consider love or like. i think is onli what they normally call as puppy love.. well i don't know wat is it. up to you to think. to me i will consider a real couple to be, one who will think of their future, and the feeling grow stronger as days pass. today i learn something from my teacher, it like a quote to me. in w

i learn something today. in order to survive in the real business world, one got to care for themsleves.. normally, seeing people suffer under their doing, instead of sharing. in good time, keeping everything to themselves. in the bad time, asking others to share their pain. is there still justice in this world. they said, everything is in black and white, but in the end these doc is creation of pain, suffering and unhappiness. even after everything is settle down, conflict will still be amongst the mist.. creating hurt and pain within both party. is this what people wanted to see in the real world. who will voice out this in justice and save those who are crying out for help.. think tt all i had.. the above content is crap..haha..

i start to feel the heat, the pressure surrounding me.. the exam waves is here.. i not sure why i soo freak off this time round, as i will be taking three core paper. as compare to secondary school that shall be more relax. but i felt so lost, there lot of term to study for the these moudles. accounting was soo different from what i did in the past, i got to learn the new format the new term. economic i got to read the newspaper every now and then to learn about the economics is doing so far. management, arggg.. think i got to learn everything, all the term, method of each topics. but soo far, we already completed IS and BCA last week.. looking back, time really fly. with a blink of my eye i almost completed one sem of my 1st year. very soon we will be graduating from the poly and moving on with our life. sometimes i was eager to see what have been install for me in the future. i wish i could travel to the future to have a peek on wat i am doing.. will i still be the same old me, or a

i got this good feeling.. feeling of relaxisation.. lol.. YES!!! it the end of the WCOM!!! great.. did our final paper yesterday.. feel soo great about it.. but again.. there will be a submit of BMGt this fri and INFA test.. sound sick.. not forgetting bca test next week.. lol.. oya.. i will be going back to the annual quest dinner.. i not sure why i going.. but aiya.. better go den not.. if not some peoplesss will like to say me.. anti social.. lol.. kidding kidding.. haha that all i got today.. byebye..

okok.. i think my blog is really rotting or like wat may said, close down.. lol.. oso not open shop..lol.. okok.. wat am i been doing for the past few weeks. okok.. presentation and test of cos.. ok, i had done my IAC presentation.. ytd i did my BCA presentation.. is there anymore.. i think tt all.. for tests, WCOM and macro.. ok pass both.. but i really not content with the result.. i want AD.. ///.. okok it impossible.. i think a B+ for me it just fine for me.. haha just reach home.. after the Z POP concert.. quite a amusing one.. lot of nice song.. and the stadium is fill with energy.. everyone is shouting for their star.. lol.. i think i like fish leong song.. nice, slow and relaxing..lol ok done with blogging.. haha.. take your time to read.. lol

it been a rather tiring week after all, rushing for completion of projects and tutorials. let me see my check list on what i had done. LMS project done, yeahhh!!! bmgt e- learning tutorial done, wcom done too. phew.. next week will be even more dead. haizz.. ok.. got to finish all the remaining hw..

yeahh!!! we finished our LMS play.. haha.. well.. 3/4 of the project is done.. that great.. we left with IAC.. and i still got my BMGT to do.. crap.. i tot of somthing yesterday.. we can't easliy forget someone who we care dearly. yes, we can just say leave the past and carry on with life, but it will still stay deep inside your heart. the image of them will eventually appear in our mind. well, i guess that what i see so far.. let take an example; when one lost his parent, he will still rmb his parent even when was old. think tt all i have..

okok.. here to do some blogging, as u can see in my tagboard.. peoples started complaining about me not blogging..lazy right.. lol.. okok let me give a summary of the past 2 week. last week was common test week. having BCA on mon and macroeconomic on tue.. the paper was still ok.. wed, TA28 "class gathering" cause onli 8 of us there.. we went to watch da vinci code and take neoprint after the moive.. the moive was nice.. we sat the 1st row, so we got problem looking at the screen. sulong was beside me.. haha.. let me see who there.. there may, maggie, miao miao, zhen jun, jia yin, su long and kuan loong.. cos KL treated us moive.. thur went back to school to finish up wcom report.. den the rest of the week was nothing special.. ok..mon went to take my basic driving test.. result i will not say.. if u wan to noe ask me ok den. ytd go back to do the LMS script and the report.. finally completed the report.. today; went to odelia house to do the LMS play.. was quite fun.. have l

life in the poly is not getting any better. so many project tutorial to finish, not forgeting about common test next. i still dun understand a few modules, e.g marcoeconomic and business management.. yesterday was quite a boring day. have WCOM in the morning, well quite fun actually as we go for a " meeting". it a graded presentation, so felt kinda nervous at first. after wcom is macroeconomi, nothing special happen, but atleast i understand the lesson. BMGT was something. mr wong kuan loong did it again.. haha.. well he go into crazy mood with the teacher again.. trying to fight for what he said again.. well the whole class was shock by his reaction after all.. haha.. luckily i use to it liao.. i thought he had throw tt habit of his long long time ago, but he still did it again.. haha.. in the past he did that we actually enjoy it, but this time i felt that he better to be shut up and sit down..haha..

haha..i going insane soon.. someone please book a place in the mental hospital for me please..haha.. everyday need to study till so late.. luckily no need to wake up soo early the next day.. but the number of tutorial and project, was like hell.. soo stresstfull..haha..ok i stop here..bye

think i have not being bloging for some time.. too busy these few days.. rushing to do finish project and tutorial.. soo much stuff to do.. even worst i got chosen as the introduction to finance accounting(INFA) representive, all thank to my "greatest" friend mr wong.. dam idiot him.. nothing to do like to say my name hor.. nvm u watch out, still got class treasurer.. haha.. ok la.. yesterday that INFA tutorial, and the tutorial asked the class to present the answer which i suppose to assign to them.. and worst i got the wrong msg last week, i tot they suppose to do in class. haiz nvm.. haha.. it like so stressfull, to work under such condition, like running to lecture den to tutorial and rushing on the project.. is this the life of poly.. i felt that why my brother soo slack wheras for me if like so rush.. think i got to pack up for school..bye..

second week of school ended.. tml will be the third week in school.. looking forward in meeting my new classmates. actually i got to know a few of them and they are still ok. i guess i falling sick soon, the number of work present is too much. in fact i guess it not much of work.. it my fault for accumlating too much work till the weekend, till it seem like endless of work to do. wrost of all i feeling soo sick. guess i down with a ful and cough.. lesson learn, do your homework after every lecture.. sometime i been wonder how long can i live ? i find my life short, i not sure why too but i jsut felt like i going to kick the basket very soon.no i can't let it happened. i have to work hard, to an an auditor.. earn lot of money and use they cash to help those in need. bring happiness to the one around me. but is really money important? why is people wanting to earn big bucks?? for what ? ya i know i wanted to earn lot of money, but i what i want is just enough for me to spend and save

die.. i not sure what i write.. i mean for my written business communcation.. well i have write eassy, in my poly still need to write.. haiz.. well it say start of with the "i am a changed person beacuse of..." well sound easy, here the caught. share a personal experience in year 2005 that affected you deeplky. the experience should be based on a true personal account. well i did one already.. please give comment about it.. I am a changed person because of my job in a factory. During the December holiday, I worked in a Japanese owned company and my job was to pack the bags of plastic gear into stack of trays. What affected me deeply were the peoples working around me. They are mostly mother in their late forty and most of them come for low income families, which they have to work in order to pay for their children education. There something that I had notice about them, they reached their desk and ten minutes early and start doing their work after every break or lunch. I was

well i guess i have not been blogging for some good time already right.. haha.. gotten busy over the past few days. let me see where shall i start? ok . i went to the orientation, well it a cool one, got to know a few new friends. the last day of the orientation we had this CCA thing, i can't decide wat to join as there too many cca to join, all seem to be equally attactive. after the CCA thingy we headed to town to have lunch at KFC. after lunch they went to catch a moive, as for me i went back to my secondary school to find my "son". last monday we headed to town again to watch eight below, well i can say it was a pleasant show, with 8 cute dog try to stay alive to await for their master to return to them. the catch of the moive is at the ending, the same old thing, found the dog. it indeed very touching. yesterday just started school with Macroeconomic lecture onli. two hours of lecture was indeed a long and nice one. however i still got some question left in th mist o

well got tight up just now.. haha.. well my cousin justed pose me a question, what is the pro and the con for both JC and poly? i did know how to tell her what the different was. i start asking myself why did i chose poly in the first place. why didn't i put down a JC instead? maybe i know what i wanted to be in the future and got the plan of where i heading. but i still felt something weird inside me. i kept thinking my course of studies wasn't right. i shall have chosen business studies instead of accountancy. there this guy once told me i look like some bussiness fellow. well, i kinda take him as a weirdo. i hate to admit something, but as days passes i kept thinking i was in the course of business studies.. i not sure why too, or maybe it in the gene. it seem so too, my dad and uncles are in the business field, they got their own business. guess it natural for me to have they thinking too. haiz it getting quite late now. tml there is some crap thing on.. bye

well it now early in the morning, or maybe shall i say an hour after mid-night. so is it weird to find me hanging on the computer at this time.. not very often to find me staying up that late right. the reason is my mum and sis still playing some "lame" game., thus i seize this opportunities to stay up late to play with my lap.. haiz.. i been thinking quite alot these few days. problem that i might face in the future, like my work, family and last but not least money. Will i be able to get a good job in the future? is the decision that i make now is correct? will it affect my future?? sometimes i really wish that i will be able to see my own future, to see the out come of the deision that i made.. most of the time i blame myself for the wrong doing, but is it really i am the one at fault? i not sure too, but there something that i know for sure, that is i dun like to take the blame.. the scolding for other make me felt as thought i knew nothing. but when i put myself to the p

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

okok.. here to blog.. later someone keep asking me to up date my blog..well nothing really great happen. all thank to my laptop.. problematic system.. haizz. anyway it done.. ok quite busy now.. tml i wil write abt the post tt jiayun said.. haha.. kk gtg byeeee..

ok what shall i write for today. maybe i shall use what KL just say "patience is virtue." if u did watch the TV, there this programme on channel 5 called "boling point." well it about getting a group of people, without them knowing they are in this contest, and piss them off. the one with the most fortitude will win themselves some cash. So patience was indeed virtue, or maybe i shall say fortunate. so how about patience in relationship? in any relationship, whether in family or between love one, patient is the one of the key factor to sustain a strong relationship. why be bored to argue back to the one you love? we can just simply talk thing now, compromising each other maybe a wiser choice to chose. we can bring down lot of resentment instead of rising it up, till then no matter how hard we wanted to reslove this heats it will be quite a complex task. however everyone got their own personal patient limit. some might be long, some short. just don't over step on

i felt so tired now, after all the shopping we did. when out with dar, jia yun and pei yu to do some shopping. i and Dar got a tee-shirt which cost $32.20 for 2 shirt.. haha.. for the girl they really did some shopping, got themselves clothes. after hours of shopping, i rush off to the CC to do communtiy service.. well i got this urge to write thing out last night. i don't even know what i wanted to write, there no theme no title and no direction on what am i going to write. i guess i know what i wanted to write.LOVE. what is love actually? is it just by saying i love u u love me, and we deem it as love. what factor contribute to this. Fate? feeling? crash? maybe there even more. initially, i thought love was so sweet, and nice. however, it was not that big of deal, it come with pain, heartache, dilemma sometimes. all i can say, it was as easy as it seem to be. maybe teenager are not even ready for such thing. it require lot of effort put in by both party and compromise indeed.. w

ok back for 2nd round.. now waiting for my 2nd set of charged batt to used up.. lol... soo lame.. so what can i comment.. no comment.. for my laptop to be at the most upkeep condition i need to do this.. i not joking here.. 2.7K.. that lot of money. i need to work 3 month in order to get that much of money to buy such an expensive it laptop.. why i bought it.. cos it worth every single cents.. i got more return.. lot of free goodie as well.. though performance wasn't that good enough to play and game.. but who care... i bought this baby not to play.. it for my future in the U.. i want to get into the U as well as the ACCA.. to be a prefossial accountant.. kk running low.. going to charge up .. bye

finally got my laptop.. now using it, just to finish using all the batt, before i carry on with the second round of charging..ok.. blog tonight.. batt getting low soon.. tt so great.. lol..

ok... how i feel now?? fine.. i guess but my gum still bleeding big time.. lol.. woke up at 7, have quite heavy breakfast before going to the dental.. ok i can say the operation for most successful, when and side effect soo far.. but my mouth is fill with blood. and was told to take those stickie sticker bloodly red silva down.. sick man.. it a very sick experience.. i saw my broken after the operation.. well how it like.. bloody.. my tootj fill with blood. and i even play with my tooth.. by farwell to my tooths.. haha.. ok la.. i going to rest well tonight..

today been quite a busy sunday. went down to the RC and sold all the old CPU, well selling those junk earn us 32 buck and with that cash we can improve ours IT centre.. the rest of the days pass by going to the temple and the same old meal distribution. for once, after donkey light year, there soo many helper today to help up.. haha.. okok.. my deepest thanks to my fellow YEC mates for thier support and getting thier bothers or friend down to help up.. tml going to be a very very agonizing day, my tooth operation, i already can imagine the blood coming out my mouth.. well think i going to prepare to drink some blood up tml.. lol.. think after my operation i will bring my mum down to OCBC to pay my school fee.. i wanted to settle this once and for all..haha.. well i had already order lenovo thinkpad T60 notebook.. and i cost me a bomb. initially, i wanted to get something that is cheap and good, like acer, but i heard it problemic notebook. so i changes my choice to DELL, but it too he

whlie thinking back for the past few days, lot of "great" thing happened. eddie and dar got into their course. well infact most of us got into somewhere and continue to carry on with our study life.. just on the phone with rey, thinking how fast time fly. i still rmb the 1st day i enter quest, the big school, new friend. not forgetting the time to use to compete with each others during tests and exam, the time to do project, doing perfect duties and of cos how to slack,, lol.. great time in there, well secondary school life really leave a deep impression to me, atleast it 100 and one percent den my primary memory. think of organise a class outing with rey, getting EVERYONE, include those who left us, together and get along with each other. the least is to see each other for the last time before to carry on with our own course of studies.. k think that all i have to write.. nitezz

ok. haven been blogging for quite some time.. well busy with work, camp, ploy stuff.. haix. trouble over my ploy stufff now, the fee is like.. dam exp man.. ok, atleast i felt happy for some of my friend to get thier course.. well, congra guy.. k think tt all i have

haven been blogging for quite sometime liao. busy with some matter. for ytd onward i got a "shop", well all i got to do is just to open the IT centre den the people use the computer. ok here the point, the computer suck, window 98 or ME and worst to the worst there was no trace of internet connection.. it soo bore.. from 8 to 9.30 look at the kid. well current i got one kid using, she onli primary 1 i think.. haha,.every night she wil bring down her her own math CD and play with it.. kinda cute.. haha think tt all i got to write.. bye

ytd recieve my posting.. well of couse i felt happy to get into the course i wanted, but wasn't that happy after i heard most of my friend did not get what they wanted or they did not get into any of teh course.. ok la.. write till here.. got to rush of to meet up my syndicare mate to collect our tee shirt.. finaly we got our tee.. lol..

went back to school today to continue the bloody camp planning.. woke up around 7.30.. all thank to my cadet.. poon..do perfect duty boliao call me ask me go school do planning. reached school osman say he did not need it today, waste my time la poon.. anyway we settle lot of admin stuff today.. phew.. can run normal training smoothy for the time being.. later maybe going to call hao to talk abt tha plan.. if not tml meet again outside to plan.. wan to get this crap over soon, so i got more time to do my stuff liao.. k ntht o write liao.. byebye

sian .. today was a "great" day, cos it my grandma brithday. all my cousin and uncle and auntie went to this hotel next to bugis.. cannot be bother to find out the name of it. kinda boring there, food suck and the the talk between the elderly.. lucky some of my cousin came and talk to me.. atleast not tt bore..but i still one thing i cannot take it, the feeling of they looking down at me. i know i wasn't smart,that why i always do the best, trying to bring up some face for my family. atleast i did well in my O, they have nothing to say about me now.. hahaha.. after that we gone to take neoprint with my cousin.. kinda gald the other pair of twin cannot came to take it with us if not there not enough space for anyone of us. this is my first time taking neoprint, at the end of teh day we did enjoy ourself.. kinda cool.. kk nth to write liao..

ok, i will be busy next month, let be see what i have, camp feast, NCC camp, dental, YEC thingy and last but not least preparation for my ploy.. quite lot of stuff to do right, well so it better to be in school with my textbook and doing test than doing all these crap. so current got two things to handle for the time being, YEC project and NCC camp planing. tml going to meet up with yong hao to do the planing. haix..worst i had not been sleeping well for the past two days. guess i got too nervous and excited to know which course i will be taking.. i seem i been sleeping at mid- night and waking at 4, ok that kind weird for me. i had not ever been like this before,but the most it only last for one day. i think something is going around me. something is not very very right. i just felt something amiss. it like something that i had with me just gone. i can't really explain what it was, but i guess i need to relax myself and i really mean relaxxxxx.. think i got nothing to write liao..

well, got to heard a big news abt NYP yesterday from my friends. i cannot believe it...well for one moment i was gald that NYP was not one my of choice of ploy..at second though i felt more worry for her. she told me before she put NYP as her first few choice. the first thing came to my mind was to ring her up and tell her about it.. but i don't think there a point of that.. well think she more aware den me.. well ..i hope she wil be alright.. there nothing i can do too, nothing but to let her go. all i wanted to tell her is that no matter what happen i will support her, i will be there for her when she need me.. think tt that all bahxx.. till next tiem bahx.

bad days.. not a good day after all.. just got 4 stupid bloody rudder thingy in between my tooth..not use to the feeling of getting the thing in between my tooth. two week later going to brace.. and i thikn it soo dam suck.. no nice food.. lol..

i had been thinking over some issuse for the past few days. don't feel like saying it, it only make me feel even worst. there this phrase that caught my attendtion last night from a tv show, it say when u love someone u will eventually hate him or her. after hearing it, it remind me of wat she use to tell me.. so is this love...... well u can say i agree with it, but i not going to take it away. well like wat my niece said.. if u can't forget, it mean to be there, so i will just let be kept in part of my memory, the fun, laughter, and pain. for now i think it still best to keep moving on with life, there many thing to see and thing to do.. why let it bring u down instead of doing other thing to bring joy to other people face,to see the smile of the others. thus colouring life up, bring joy and laughter to other. still i will remenber her, the time we spent togther, she was the first person i love so dear, that i cannot put it down easily, i know that she had try to like me, but

haven been blogging for the past few days.. too busy with some others stuff..well got a few thing to handle of the time been.. have to organzie a BBQ.. dam i still got a meeting this wed.. kind of tired, but after soo many months,we got our meeting.. need to present my idea on that day.. wahh kao this coming tue going to see dental liao.. comfirm ask me to pluck my dam wisdom tooth out.. dam man.. it will hurt lot and dun even mention about the cost of plucking out one bloody hell tooth will cost like shit.. ok nth to write liao..

finally fixed my com.. haha.. life without the internet suck.. no msn.. soo wat happened the last week days.. well quite busy looking for the course i wanted to get it.. stressed up with all the attractive course each ploy provide.. but still i think NP provide the best presentation of the other ploy.. soo i made my 1st choice np accountanacy second np business studies.. i was quite comfidence that i will get into the few choice.. so i just leave the rest to others course that i like not not likely to get into,.. haha.. lame.. whatever.. think i got nothing to write liao.. bye

wow.. i dun believe it.. i eventually got a pass in my english language.. but i still cannot believe the fact i pass my english.. some of my friend could write better den me and they did not make it.. wat going on.. i guess is luck bahx. worst came to came i got 4 As wow.. i never ever dream of that.. but who care.. i got that grade and i going to cherish it.. i wil apply to my dream course and hopefully get in..

wat the hell.. my whole body was now on fire.. i felt like pouring a basket of ice over my body.. feeling the coldness running throught my buring body..when swimming in the mornign with TG.. wow.. it been quite some time when i last touch the pool.. reached home got to noe that we have to be back in school in our school uniform.. man.. i not sure i want to wear my uniform.. haha.. if really need to be in school uniform.. i have to bring down my full U.. nvm.. it onli a set of U.. haiz.. two more days to ther days i waited for.. kk.. got nth to write too,, bye

change my phone a few day back.. not use to samsung phone.. everytime msg soo slow.. haizz.. but it great.. i can now load music in my phone now.. yesterday heard the news that we will be collecting our result on friday.. i really hope i can make it.. think i will not be sleeping well these few day.. now my main trouble in my mind is still my result.. follow by some relationship problems.. it really a pain.. argggggggggg.. kk think nth to write liao.. ok..bye

yesterday went to watch chingay... lol.. make me rmb the times, when i was in primary school.. haha... i still recall the times when one of my friend call himself chin the other gay.. in the end both of them ended in cold war.. but we still have fun.. those was great times we have.. as years pass.. i seem we to have forget abt each others.. and move on with life.. haha..i found the most difficult thing abt life is to forget someone that you care for the most.. thus forgoing it might be the best choice.. atleast it better den to still remember those pain stuff.. kk thing i got nothing else to write too..

haizzz.. thing just did not go to the right place now... things just seem to happen soo fast.. that i cannot cope with it.. who care..like wat my shi fu always did.. heck care.. lol... i love it.. but still reponsibities count at the end of the day... now i afriad of my result.. dam could not sleep well.. kept thinking my how badly i did for my engliish oral and compro..i hope i can get a C6.. if not byebye accountacy.. maybe i try those chemical thingy.. i just does not wan to do enineering in my ploy..tml still need to help my dad.. kk,, bye

think i got quite tired of blogging.. haha.. but nevertheless still try to do soem blogging.. nth to do ma.. games now seem soo bored for me.. i do not know why.. but i felt it kinda waste of time.. i rather find reading book sloving sudoku puzzle more interesting.. tml.. will be going to my dad pplace to help up.. lowly paid job.. haha.. jking.. kk.. think better go slp 1st.. bye

HAPPY CHI NEW YEAR.. busy for the past few days cleaning up my house.. finally got some time to come to blog.. haha.. thing there nothing much to blog too.. later going to my uncle house to get ang bao.. haha.. kk gtg now..

today after work was already very tu lan, cos my BOSS dam idiot.. anyhow say we talk talk talk.. hello.. it not onli us lor.. the aunty there also talk.. whatever..two more days onli.. i get my pay i dun wan to c his dam face again..nvm.. we when to BM after that to have dinner.. reached back home.. just nice.. 9.. haha.. kk gtg..byebye

wow.. noticed i have not been blogging for some time ... while cannot blame.. busy working.. no time to do bloggy..days realli pass fast.. haha.. quite tired again... better slp now.. bye

everyday the same.. it like a cycle to me now.. early morning wake up go to work.. come home watch tv then online then sleepp.. and the cycle continue.. well i just going to endure for just one more week.. wahahaa.. planning to get half day this friday.. den can go to ncc.. but the problem how am i going to bring my U there.. it kinda werid to wear it there right.. aiya wait to tml c can get off 1st anot.. quite tired already.. got have some rest 1sts..

dam tired today...atleast it better den yesterday.. think got use to the work.. today at work got some fun too.. the aunty told us some jokes to keep us awake.. almost at the end of the work.. we are told we work OT tml and have to wrok on saturday and sunday, no choice got to rush out all the stuff by this week.. it like never ending.. everyday we make and we have to do it everyday..well that also mean i got no chance to go back to school this week.. anyway now my bus fare is killing me.. adult fare now, which cost $2.20 from home and back home.. tt alot.. imagine how much buses i could take in the past with tt much.. very time i work.. many though flash to my mind.. thought of my furture, what should i do.. as each days passes, the more i flet like getting to a JC den a PLOY, it save lot of money for my parent.. i dun mind putting in more effoert.. studying all the way into the night.. as long as it will save some cash.. if i got in the ploy, well money will be expense in lot of area

today is my first day at work.. it was a quite a easy job.. and i mean it dam easy .. till u can fall asleep.. i had to put all the small gear which they name as "change gear", and place them in small boxs of 5 in a "tray".. and i been that for the whole days.. man.. imagine i have to do that for 2 more week.. wow... but it really good money to earn.. think i got nothing else to write.. quite tired now.. after doing all these tasks.. byez

got a bit excited now.. why?? tml 1st day at work.. wow.. finally got a job to do.. atleast i got a job to earn some cash.. well .. quite a boring day actually.. doing very thing the same.. KKZ gtg.. bye..

wow.. today is really a great day today.. in the morning gone for a job interview with my friends. well got it after all.. dam it was a short interview and we got it.. after that gone to BM with them to have lunch and rush back home to prepare for the edusave thingy..abit of rush atleast we made there in time.. actually got to help my boss to do some job.. but they dun wan me to help so go meet up with shi fu and darwin.. the presentation ended quite fast.. so what i did.. well got change and help out at the ang bao presentation.. a busy day after all.. well cannot blame.. if u wan to take up a role.. u need to give up your time.. nth coem for free.. kkz.. dam tired liao.. gtg.. bye..

just come back from NCC.. well life as a CLT is really different... more thing to plan and have to push everyone standard back to the best... well i can say our unit standard have drop.. but i believe we can make it to the best.. i just notice one of my friend have change a lot ever since he when from his course.. i duno wat he is thinking.. he just think is just soo big tt his UG is the best.. omg.. nvm let him have it his own ways.. well.. i kind not believe what my friend say about his changes.. but today i really see it.. actually i seem it long time along.. but just take it as nothing.. but today tt kinda of attiude shown to me was believe degrading himself.. well all i can said is he better stop all his boosting or he will really lose all what he use to have.. think nth else to say.. kind of pissed now.. well it the past and if he really want to challenge with us.. i be more den happy to accept it.. bring it on..

well. got stuck at home today again..will think my day stuck in my home will be over very soon.. haha..o why?? recieved a phone call from my friend just now asking me wan to work next week.. hopefully that he not kidding with me.. well atleast i can start work(if he really sure tt place for us to work..haha) well the rest of my day is like cleaning up the house prepare for chinese new year.. haha.. coming to think of it.. time really fly.. looking back when i 1st enter secondary school to leaving it.. wow 6 years .. dam it really a long, tiring and of cos an enjoyable one.. really miss wearing the uniform.. chio.. retain.. no no...cannot la.. have to move on.. this saturday no choice have to wear for the edusave thingy.. kk i think i got nothing much to talk about too.. bye.

haizz.. very sian.. i thought life is going to be better without school. but it turn out to be dam boring..worst of all i have no job.. time kill even slower.. it seem that i felt more fan den relaxing myself watching the tv.. will guess it life.. just a add on..just went out with dan to NLB.. been there the second time. we take a walk there and went up to the 11 flr to have a view of the area.. kinda cool.. after the "viewing session" took the esc down instead of the lift.. i also duno why.. but it a way to kill time.. ya nothing to do ma.. den dan jobless too.. haha two jobless guy walking the library!!! sick.. kk think i have nth to write too.. bye..

okok.. i does not know how to play with this blog thingy.. but nevertheless i will try to learn how to work how to work this crap out.. ok.. let me c what i have to write.. errr. well i think i got nothing to wirte too.. ok i wil update the next post if i got the time..