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back to blogging AGAIN-_-"""" anyway i know my bloggie is rotting, but hey it wun die. there still flame in my blog ok"the tag broad" -_-"" alot of thing happened during the last fews week in school. red camp, new class mate, more lame and gaygay thing happened. red camp was last week and well i think helping out still quite fun, got to know two person was know my brother. ok, they asked me this"are your jie wei?" I NOT MY BROTHER.. /// okok.. twin life.haha.. meet up with jasmine and panhui during red camp. maybe is met with pan hui during red camp, and happen to met up with jas.. jas was nice, during the 1st day, she offer me her food, i think she noe i haven eaten yet. but i rejected her offer, i tot she not enough to eat ma. common test is next sat, and i feeling a little of stress now, soo much thing to learnt. and i still haven gotten all the case law up. maybe i have to start reading all this case law, is not i dun even think i c...

school started 2 days back.. on monday is my first psychologic class. soo bored, 3.5 hours of lecture. our teacher is an ang moh, Mr. Vogt. he nice la.. after that rush to buy note, catch some rain on the way to buy the note. the only problem is the quene is soo long and i have to leave school by 12.30 to reach Bukit bakot at 1 for driving lesson. is a bad day i can say.. it rainning and i have to be super slow. finally i manage to control the cruach near the end. haha.. yesterday went for 2 lectures, but actually one of the lecture, Financial international trade(FIT), is today, but went yesterday, so i can sleep long. if not i have to reach school at 9.a.m for that lecture, so we decided to go for ytd.. haha.. just finish off both tutorial. and soon going to school for Business law lecture.. siannnn.. soo the law and standard thingy come out.. ytd learnt tax law; section 10, sub section 1a,b,c.... so wat lor.. ok la..i going to get mysef prepare for class.. ^^

back to blogging.. last week was great.. reason to that can only be......... i passed my final theory.. wooooohoooooooo!!!! but there not to be joy about it my 3rd re- test.. haha.. but i will like to thank seing la.. he chiong with me.. if not i don't think i will have the motivation to carry on studying so hard.. yesterday went for my 1st driving lesson.. well not special actually.. quite boring, but i felt fear around me.. maybe is when you see vehicles driving pass you, you will tend to shake up and felt the cold up your back.. the last 15 minutes i got to drive along a few straight road. pretty cool i tell u.. but having some problem with my leg. it really difficult for me to control them, as i think they are all tied up.. haha.. the next lesson will be on the tuesday.. after seing..after lesson i have to update my profile, if not i wouldn't be able to book my traffic police test. wanted to get my license fast.. haha. k end where..

i now very piss and mad at the same time.. reason? cos no one ever thought of how i felt.. they all wan thing for themselves.. wat the point of me.. always think this and that for other and in return for i get.. fucking nagging and ignorance.. piss man.. get alive lah.. can anyone just give me some through for me.. forget it.. no one understand me.. dun feel like writing anymore.. soo mad and piss la.. k bye..

tml going to malaysia.. wun be around in singpore for the next few days.. haha.. it suppose to be something happy about.. but this time round i dun really felt the joy in the air.. there something telling me that going there will be very sian.. well it only wat i felt.. maybe i jsut think too much abt it. ok ok.. till now there nth interesting going around me.. the routine is the same all the time.. wake up do housework.. go meet dear for lunch and den go back play game or sleep den my day is over.. i wanted to do something different.. but i just does not noe wat to do. ok la..i end this short post here.. till the next time.. see ya.

wohoooo!! this my 90th post.. haha.. anyway.. it been 1 year plus going to 2. today was rather sian. met up with eugene in the morning before heading back to queenstown. met up with some ex classmate and had some catch up.. really misses the days in the same class. manage to talk to some teachers. in the afternoon met my brother for a movie.. the stupid rat show.. quite dumb.. i been wondering time passes so fast and people do change a lot.. some of us refuse to talk to each other, other became more sociable.. haha.. last night chatted with wai yeen(or the night before that) he said, life is like a train, we are forever on the train, and we will get to see different things and experience different things around us. which meant we get to interact with new things and learn how to overcome our problem and be stronger in life. but the most important thing is that the people who board the train or alight it, YOUR FRIENDS. some passenager will seat on the train whenever it go, friends that w...

exam is indeed over.. what a week.. is really very very tiring to manage all these things.. i almost going to bust this period. soo much fact to face, so much trouble to worry. haiz.. but now is over.. it really over... comment on my papers?? suck ba.. i realise i really did not do very well this sem.. all seem aillen to me.. but what can i do... have to work hard next sem lor.. next sem will not be soo easy for us le.. we have 5 paper and not 4.. cannot imagine till den.. now is like waiting for result..plus waiting for the agence to call me back regrading my job offer.. wahhh.. i find this week is really a horrible week..all kind of unlucky thing befall on me.. can't really forget abt wat happened that night.. idiot ppl.. scare the freak out of me.. can't they be more mature in someway.. this kept bothering me. they are way older den me in one way or other.. why they think this funny. have our soceity change to the worst, or to some mroe interesting.i know that we have to ada...

haha.. back to blogging.. cos super boliao.. exam is super near.. it like 1 more week to our final exam. but i still can't find the mood to study.. think slack too much le.. teo jie yong got to buck up le.. GPA3.5.. haha.. wait long long den got ba.. anyway i have been busy with lot of thing, like tutorial, revision, gaming(with my evil brother, it help to destress too:) ). yesterday was national day, and i was down with a flu and cough. feel so sick abt it.. but anyway, still went down to bukit merah central there to help up with the celebration, and went back to bukit purmei for our office bearer meeting. what the hell lor, i get back the same portfolio, and kena arrow like what rice all these need to check, what the hell lor.. arhhh.. sick of all these, have to give up m sunday again. why can't they just give me something esle. haiz.. sian leh. after the meet i went home and sleep for an hour. atleast i dun feel that sick, cos took some medi. after that wake up den go meet ...

yeahh!! it friday, and time to rest ourself.. but this weekend seem busy!! tml BGM is on.. and after that i have my I&E event.. haaha. my event date was soo nice.. 7/7/07.. 7p.m at NP soccer court.. come join us.. haha anyway.. serene was stress these few days, soo worry.. her test is coming soon and hope she will get through it.. pray hard for her.. jia you dear!! i believe u can do it.. jia you!!! BMG is tml.. so excited, time past soo fast. it been 2 years since i join the committee.. hoping i can change a new portfolio... gtg,, bye!!

back to blogging.. while these few days was normal.. dear was sick these few weeks, worried for her.. hope she will recover soon. school project was was in a mess, lot of thing to rush on. like EAA project and I&E.. I&E is screwed.. totally dead.. we have book the venue on 13 july last month. but our teacher now den tell us to cancell and bring in forward.. damn, so we have bring the event back to 7/07/07 at 7p.m.. all 7 sia.. hopefull my event will be a success.. other den that i recieve a msg last night, that i have been selected for the serve trip.. worst, i the only person i get in.. miao and euguene both was not selected.. so sad.. but i have rejected it due to my event.. sad... soo sorry mr lim.. this saturday not onli my event is on. but in the morning there BGM.. hopefull i wun have to take up community serivce portfolio again.. 7 years of community service.. haiz.. but i do learn alot.. not bad not bad.. haha.. k that all.. byeee...

here a story from da tou fen blog to share.. it very touching... enjoy it 那是一個非常寧靜而美麗的小城﹐有一對非常恩愛的戀人﹐他們每天都去海邊看日出﹐晚上去海邊送夕陽﹐每個見過他們的人都向他們投來羨慕的目光…… 　　可是有一天﹐在一場車禍中﹐女孩不幸受了重傷﹐她靜靜地躺在醫院的病床上﹐幾天幾夜都沒有醒過來。白天﹐男孩就守在床前不停地呼喚毫無知覺的戀人﹔晚上﹐他就跑到小城的教堂裡向上帝禱告﹐他已經哭乾了眼淚。 　　一個月過去了﹐女孩仍然昏睡著﹐而男孩早已憔悴不堪了﹐但他仍苦苦地支撐著。終於有一天﹐上帝被這個痴情的男孩感動了。於是他決定給這個執著的男孩一個例外。上帝問他﹕“你願意用自己的生命作為交換嗎﹖”男孩毫不猶豫地回答﹕“我願意﹗”上帝說﹕“那好吧﹐我可以讓你的戀人很快醒過來﹐但你要答應化作三年的蜻蜓﹐你願意嗎﹖”男孩聽了﹐還是堅定地回答道﹕“我願意﹗” 　　天亮了﹐男孩已經變成了一隻漂亮的蜻蜓﹐他告別了上帝便匆匆地飛到了醫院。女孩真的醒了﹐而且她還在跟身旁的一位醫生交談著什麼﹐可惜他聽不到。 　　幾天後﹐女孩便康復出院了﹐但是她並不快樂。她四處打聽著男孩的下落﹐但沒有人知道男孩究竟去了哪裡。女孩整天不停地尋找著﹐然而早已化身成蜻蜓的男孩卻無時無刻不圍繞在她身邊﹐只是他不會呼喊﹐不會擁抱﹐他只能默默地承受著她的視而不見。夏天過去了﹐秋天的涼風吹落了樹葉﹐蜻蜓不得不離開這裡。於是他最後一次飛落在女孩的肩上。他想用自己的翅膀撫摸她的臉﹐用細小的嘴來親吻她的額頭﹐然而他弱小的身體還是不足以被她發現。 　　轉眼間﹐春天來了﹐蜻蜓迫不及待地飛回來尋找自己的戀人。然而﹐她那熟悉的身影旁站著一個高大而英俊的男人﹐那一剎那﹐蜻蜓幾乎快從半空中墜落下來。人們講起車禍後女孩病得多麼的嚴重﹐描述著那名男醫生有多麼的善良﹑可愛﹐還描述著他們的愛情有多麼的理所當然﹐當然也描述了女孩已經快樂如從前。 　　蜻蜓傷心極了﹐在接下來的幾天中﹐他常常會看到那個男人帶著自己的戀人在海邊看日出﹐晚上又在海邊看日落﹐而他自己除了偶爾能停落在她的肩上以外﹐什麼也做不了。 　　這一年的夏天特別長﹐蜻蜓每天痛苦地低飛著﹐他已經沒有勇氣接近自己昔日的戀人。她和那男人之間的喃喃細語﹐他和她快樂的笑聲﹐都令他窒息。 　　第三年的夏天﹐蜻蜓已不再常...

time now is 8.15 a.m. going to camp very soon. some how or rather i dun really feel like going to the camp. it will took up 3 days of my holiday. hello!! i can do other thing within these 3 days. but the worst thing is i starting to miss my dear.. counting down 3 days to see you... that very long..wait i think is onli 2 day.. haha..today and fri.. i really hell lot of time.. thinking time can pass by faster, den i wun be soo xin kun.. dear take care k.. dun sleep too late always. rmb to take your meal^^.. will call you once i got free time.. dun worry.. will be seeing you on sat..i shall be leaving le.. bye...

guy guy.. have u ever heard of a fool, keep all the trouble to himself and not letting someone noe. while the other party having big time guess wat on that idiot fool mind. while the fool tot he could lessen someone burnen by not telling out, in fact he already hurt them.. such a idiotic person.. really a moron. while that the stupidest and foolish person i ever since. wonder who that person is.. ya tat me!! i am a fool.. lol.. i really feel like laughing at myself for wat i done.. haiz..

today woke up at around 10 plus 11.. finally have a good night sleep.. to make up for my loss of sleep the last few days..on my laptop and play some games. it seem like i had not been playing games for ages.. but it was really fun. went to meet ling ling at abt 3.30, she was beautiful today. she wore the dress we bought that day. we after tt went to bugis to shop for her kor present.. got something like pillow radio for him, can rest and listen to muisc at the same time wan.. after we got the present we went down to plaze singaporean to pass her kor present.. we went to cineleisure to eat dinner.. think tt all .. till next time

yeahhh!!!! time to take a quick rest finally. today was my last paper. felt soo relax after the paper. before the paper started, i felt soo lost, or shall i say everyone was soo stress up. cos our last paper happened to be auditing. where it all words in the lecture notes. there not even a single numbers or calulation in there. but the paper since to be ok. not much error. overall for my common test i can say it was quite ok for me. but of cos i wish dear all the best still, jia you u can do it wan!!!!!! after the paper went out to relax and now back home and found that i got 14 mail in my mail.haha.. think that all i have.. till next time

common test is just a few days from now, or shall i say left 1 more day to my first paper. haha.. feeling the heat of stress around the me now adays, lot of revision to do. there a lot of theory to learn, unlike last year, there still ;some modules that can use calculation. now is completly theory. haiz, hope i can get all the theory into my head, and understand the concept. so when exam come i have no fear of not remembering all the concept.. these few days is like studying, and helping ling ling to help dic, so happy she got the dic le.. she now she can study with no worry, jia you ling ling.. ^^.. ok. i think that all i got for today. ling ling jia you for exam hor!!

omg.. it been a very tiring week.. it not even friday, and i hoping saturday is tml.. have been an owl for the past few night, due to FMGT project. just completed the project today, felt slightly relax, but there still 40% presentation, where i need to prepare the sildes by wednesday. think i going to fall sick soon too, slept very very very late these few days, and i mean it like 3 or 5 in the morning. that soo sickkkkkk!!!! on top of that, i have problem coping with some of mouldes.. it like soo wordy, and it difficult to get soo the information into my head.. haizzz... common test coming soon too, hope i able to finish all the revision, and understand my work, before the test.. at the same time, i started to noe how to treasure my dear. although problem arise every now and then, but i noe there will be a way to slove it.. thank.. think that all i have today.. till next time,..

haiz... been a long time since i wrote something on my blog. well, back again to do some blogging, since there time now. if not my blog will really became rotten. school started, an now is week 4, it seem there a lot of thing to learn in the coming weeks. plus i have a test tml, and there a project i need to submit by next week. but overall, it going on fine now.. haha.. the past few there not nothing much happened too. went to EXPO last week for mother day thingy. the world is indeed very small, i saw my friend there working as part-time. they got paid and we are not paid, and worst is that we are doing the same duty.. what surpise me most was my friend had changed, he cut off soo much weight, like more den half of his weight. surpise to see this. still rmb we use to run during TAF.. think tat all i got.. till next time.. bye

school started for a week le.. had 4 lecture yesterday and today and true enough i felt soo dead. plus having this bad bad cough today.. it make me feel soo SICK.. arggghhhh!! i felt like so though i could not breath, having difficuility breathing now.. stupid cough.. let talk abt my lecture in Year 2. all 4 moudles look soo similar to one another, it like quite hard to get everything in my mind for now, think i better go read up now.. haiz.. but my week wasn't that bad, as i had her by my side all these times.. thank you for that.. really hope thing wun change much..

ok.. i found it a bit confuse these days. i not quite sure wat is she thinking, she seem tired.. have i brought all these to her?? i noe she once mention that i wasn't that guy he was looking for. but nevertheless, i will try my best, all i have to meet all her requirement. i dun mind wat it take now. i noe how much she meant to me now, and i willing to give every thing i have to her. all i wan to see her to be happy. i haven seen her happy these days leh. sorry, i guess i did something that hurt u really deeply. it might be a long way, there lot of thing for us to face, but i dun really mind, i willing to face it with her. even one that she really wanted me to leave her, i will respect her decision, but i willing to be by her side. as long as she happy, i contented le.. i dun wish much and dun want to ask much, all i wan is to be with her.. think that all i have.. see you guys next time.