my life

life in the poly is not getting any better. so many project tutorial to finish, not forgeting about common test next. i still dun understand a few modules, e.g marcoeconomic and business management.. yesterday was quite a boring day. have WCOM in the morning, well quite fun actually as we go for a " meeting". it a graded presentation, so felt kinda nervous at first. after wcom is macroeconomi, nothing special happen, but atleast i understand the lesson. BMGT was something. mr wong kuan loong did it again.. haha.. well he go into crazy mood with the teacher again.. trying to fight for what he said again.. well the whole class was shock by his reaction after all.. haha.. luckily i use to it liao.. i thought he had throw tt habit of his long long time ago, but he still did it again.. haha.. in the past he did that we actually enjoy it, but this time i felt that he better to be shut up and sit down..haha..

haha..i going insane soon.. someone please book a place in the mental hospital for me please..haha.. everyday need to study till so late.. luckily no need to wake up soo early the next day.. but the number of tutorial and project, was like hell.. soo stresstfull..haha..ok i stop here..bye

think i have not being bloging for some time.. too busy these few days.. rushing to do finish project and tutorial.. soo much stuff to do.. even worst i got chosen as the introduction to finance accounting(INFA) representive, all thank to my "greatest" friend mr wong.. dam idiot him.. nothing to do like to say my name hor.. nvm u watch out, still got class treasurer.. haha.. ok la.. yesterday that INFA tutorial, and the tutorial asked the class to present the answer which i suppose to assign to them.. and worst i got the wrong msg last week, i tot they suppose to do in class. haiz nvm.. haha.. it like so stressfull, to work under such condition, like running to lecture den to tutorial and rushing on the project.. is this the life of poly.. i felt that why my brother soo slack wheras for me if like so rush.. think i got to pack up for school..bye..

second week of school ended.. tml will be the third week in school.. looking forward in meeting my new classmates. actually i got to know a few of them and they are still ok. i guess i falling sick soon, the number of work present is too much. in fact i guess it not much of work.. it my fault for accumlating too much work till the weekend, till it seem like endless of work to do. wrost of all i feeling soo sick. guess i down with a ful and cough.. lesson learn, do your homework after every lecture.. sometime i been wonder how long can i live ? i find my life short, i not sure why too but i jsut felt like i going to kick the basket very soon.no i can't let it happened. i have to work hard, to an an auditor.. earn lot of money and use they cash to help those in need. bring happiness to the one around me. but is really money important? why is people wanting to earn big bucks?? for what ? ya i know i wanted to earn lot of money, but i what i want is just enough for me to spend and save...

die.. i not sure what i write.. i mean for my written business communcation.. well i have write eassy, in my poly still need to write.. haiz.. well it say start of with the "i am a changed person beacuse of..." well sound easy, here the caught. share a personal experience in year 2005 that affected you deeplky. the experience should be based on a true personal account. well i did one already.. please give comment about it.. I am a changed person because of my job in a factory. During the December holiday, I worked in a Japanese owned company and my job was to pack the bags of plastic gear into stack of trays. What affected me deeply were the peoples working around me. They are mostly mother in their late forty and most of them come for low income families, which they have to work in order to pay for their children education. There something that I had notice about them, they reached their desk and ten minutes early and start doing their work after every break or lunch. I was ...

well i guess i have not been blogging for some good time already right.. haha.. gotten busy over the past few days. let me see where shall i start? ok . i went to the orientation, well it a cool one, got to know a few new friends. the last day of the orientation we had this CCA thing, i can't decide wat to join as there too many cca to join, all seem to be equally attactive. after the CCA thingy we headed to town to have lunch at KFC. after lunch they went to catch a moive, as for me i went back to my secondary school to find my "son". last monday we headed to town again to watch eight below, well i can say it was a pleasant show, with 8 cute dog try to stay alive to await for their master to return to them. the catch of the moive is at the ending, the same old thing, found the dog. it indeed very touching. yesterday just started school with Macroeconomic lecture onli. two hours of lecture was indeed a long and nice one. however i still got some question left in th mist o...

well got tight up just now.. haha.. well my cousin justed pose me a question, what is the pro and the con for both JC and poly? i did know how to tell her what the different was. i start asking myself why did i chose poly in the first place. why didn't i put down a JC instead? maybe i know what i wanted to be in the future and got the plan of where i heading. but i still felt something weird inside me. i kept thinking my course of studies wasn't right. i shall have chosen business studies instead of accountancy. there this guy once told me i look like some bussiness fellow. well, i kinda take him as a weirdo. i hate to admit something, but as days passes i kept thinking i was in the course of business studies.. i not sure why too, or maybe it in the gene. it seem so too, my dad and uncles are in the business field, they got their own business. guess it natural for me to have they thinking too. haiz it getting quite late now. tml there is some crap thing on.. bye

well it now early in the morning, or maybe shall i say an hour after mid-night. so is it weird to find me hanging on the computer at this time.. not very often to find me staying up that late right. the reason is my mum and sis still playing some "lame" game., thus i seize this opportunities to stay up late to play with my lap.. haiz.. i been thinking quite alot these few days. problem that i might face in the future, like my work, family and last but not least money. Will i be able to get a good job in the future? is the decision that i make now is correct? will it affect my future?? sometimes i really wish that i will be able to see my own future, to see the out come of the deision that i made.. most of the time i blame myself for the wrong doing, but is it really i am the one at fault? i not sure too, but there something that i know for sure, that is i dun like to take the blame.. the scolding for other make me felt as thought i knew nothing. but when i put myself to the p...

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

ok time to write about what jia yun said,"what are friends for" well it actually quite a simple question, however when we take this a look deeper inside this topic it was a much more complicated matter actually. why do i said that, cause so people get friends is cos they have a movite, they wanted to get something from them. but no all the people got the same thinking.. well i have experience all short of friend.friend that make use of me, friend who really care for, and last but not least friends that willing to be there whenever you needed him or her.. well let make this crap short.. friend are simple for respecting each other.. not making use of them.. who know in the end friendship might bloosm into a fruitfull relationship..haha think that all i have..

okok.. here to blog.. later someone keep asking me to up date my blog..well nothing really great happen. all thank to my laptop.. problematic system.. haizz. anyway it done.. ok quite busy now.. tml i wil write abt the post tt jiayun said.. haha.. kk gtg byeeee..

ok what shall i write for today. maybe i shall use what KL just say "patience is virtue." if u did watch the TV, there this programme on channel 5 called "boling point." well it about getting a group of people, without them knowing they are in this contest, and piss them off. the one with the most fortitude will win themselves some cash. So patience was indeed virtue, or maybe i shall say fortunate. so how about patience in relationship? in any relationship, whether in family or between love one, patient is the one of the key factor to sustain a strong relationship. why be bored to argue back to the one you love? we can just simply talk thing now, compromising each other maybe a wiser choice to chose. we can bring down lot of resentment instead of rising it up, till then no matter how hard we wanted to reslove this heats it will be quite a complex task. however everyone got their own personal patient limit. some might be long, some short. just don't over step on...

i felt so tired now, after all the shopping we did. when out with dar, jia yun and pei yu to do some shopping. i and Dar got a tee-shirt which cost $32.20 for 2 shirt.. haha.. for the girl they really did some shopping, got themselves clothes. after hours of shopping, i rush off to the CC to do communtiy service.. well i got this urge to write thing out last night. i don't even know what i wanted to write, there no theme no title and no direction on what am i going to write. i guess i know what i wanted to write.LOVE. what is love actually? is it just by saying i love u u love me, and we deem it as love. what factor contribute to this. Fate? feeling? crash? maybe there even more. initially, i thought love was so sweet, and nice. however, it was not that big of deal, it come with pain, heartache, dilemma sometimes. all i can say, it was as easy as it seem to be. maybe teenager are not even ready for such thing. it require lot of effort put in by both party and compromise indeed.. w...

ok back for 2nd round.. now waiting for my 2nd set of charged batt to used up.. lol... soo lame.. so what can i comment.. no comment.. for my laptop to be at the most upkeep condition i need to do this.. i not joking here.. 2.7K.. that lot of money. i need to work 3 month in order to get that much of money to buy such an expensive it laptop.. why i bought it.. cos it worth every single cents.. i got more return.. lot of free goodie as well.. though performance wasn't that good enough to play and game.. but who care... i bought this baby not to play.. it for my future in the U.. i want to get into the U as well as the ACCA.. to be a prefossial accountant.. kk running low.. going to charge up .. bye

finally got my laptop.. now using it, just to finish using all the batt, before i carry on with the second round of charging..ok.. blog tonight.. batt getting low soon.. tt so great.. lol..

ok... how i feel now?? fine.. i guess but my gum still bleeding big time.. lol.. woke up at 7, have quite heavy breakfast before going to the dental.. ok i can say the operation for most successful, when and side effect soo far.. but my mouth is fill with blood. and was told to take those stickie sticker bloodly red silva down.. sick man.. it a very sick experience.. i saw my broken after the operation.. well how it like.. bloody.. my tootj fill with blood. and i even play with my tooth.. by farwell to my tooths.. haha.. ok la.. i going to rest well tonight..

today been quite a busy sunday. went down to the RC and sold all the old CPU, well selling those junk earn us 32 buck and with that cash we can improve ours IT centre.. the rest of the days pass by going to the temple and the same old meal distribution. for once, after donkey light year, there soo many helper today to help up.. haha.. okok.. my deepest thanks to my fellow YEC mates for thier support and getting thier bothers or friend down to help up.. tml going to be a very very agonizing day, my tooth operation, i already can imagine the blood coming out my mouth.. well think i going to prepare to drink some blood up tml.. lol.. think after my operation i will bring my mum down to OCBC to pay my school fee.. i wanted to settle this once and for all..haha.. well i had already order lenovo thinkpad T60 notebook.. and i cost me a bomb. initially, i wanted to get something that is cheap and good, like acer, but i heard it problemic notebook. so i changes my choice to DELL, but it too he...

whlie thinking back for the past few days, lot of "great" thing happened. eddie and dar got into their course. well infact most of us got into somewhere and continue to carry on with our study life.. just on the phone with rey, thinking how fast time fly. i still rmb the 1st day i enter quest, the big school, new friend. not forgetting the time to use to compete with each others during tests and exam, the time to do project, doing perfect duties and of cos how to slack,, lol.. great time in there, well secondary school life really leave a deep impression to me, atleast it 100 and one percent den my primary memory. think of organise a class outing with rey, getting EVERYONE, include those who left us, together and get along with each other. the least is to see each other for the last time before to carry on with our own course of studies.. k think that all i have to write.. nitezz

ok. haven been blogging for quite some time.. well busy with work, camp, ploy stuff.. haix. trouble over my ploy stufff now, the fee is like.. dam exp man.. ok, atleast i felt happy for some of my friend to get thier course.. well, congra guy.. k think tt all i have

haven been blogging for quite sometime liao. busy with some matter. for ytd onward i got a "shop", well all i got to do is just to open the IT centre den the people use the computer. ok here the point, the computer suck, window 98 or ME and worst to the worst there was no trace of internet connection.. it soo bore.. from 8 to 9.30 look at the kid. well current i got one kid using, she onli primary 1 i think.. haha,.every night she wil bring down her her own math CD and play with it.. kinda cute.. haha think tt all i got to write.. bye