i did something horrible.. i broken someone heart and the trust between us.. i really don't know what to do now. all i can say is sorry to her. but why god have to let me to make such terrible decision.. i do not wish to see her getting hurt. how shall i say.. i either one of them get hurt. but in the end i chose to hurt the wan that got hurt the most. i felt bad, really bad.. soo bad that i blame myself how the wrong i did..
think that all i have,.

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